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2008-07-06T02:35:00.000-07:00

caregroup ,leadership and failure......

Today is power house day man.... 3 things i must really say and it is today's title of my post and i think lets start with the first thing caregroup......

1)Caregroup

man man man acs barker is not growing and im disappointed with myself badly man! haiz trying so so hard man but i think its time i must go all out for it and after finish acs barker i want to lead my own caregroup man! i really think i can lead a good and well caregroup which i think that god has a plan for me for doing that.

2)LeaderShip

leadership.... this is the one thing which i prayed that god would give me and its spiritually leadership skills which then i can lead a good and well caregroup and lead even other people if possible because i think i much much better in leading then evaxing and other stuff but i know myself that if i don't evax i wont ever even start a 1% of leading a caregroup myself because today's serman said hardwork is needed before we can have sucess and i think that is so so true without that i think its like planting a seed without watering it because we are not putting and effort into growing the seed at all.. therefore i must really do my really best to really and if i can chiong all out for god and not even missing church at all in my whole 1 year and 7 months in church, therefore if i can be so chiong for GOD but not missing church once before, why cant i chiong for GOD by evaxing more people to come to know him.The Serman also said that everyone of us is capable of working hard but is a choice of whether we want to work hard or not for the kingdom of god. Whenever we work hard there will always be a sacrifice to be made because anything else will come...

3)Failure...

I hate this point but i think this point i would really share all out to everyone because i don't wish anyone who follows my footstep will make this mistake over again like what happen to me last time.. Firstly, i think that im a failure because i think i didnt treasure as much as what i am now because i can honestly say that i realise all the wrong doing like now only and i think that its really stupid when i think back of those things that i did.. one thing which i think i teared quietly at one corner today was during central vision night because firstly i had to think back why did i only realise all these things are so important to me now rather than me realising last time... and the second thing was Daniel specially called out 2 person who are now CLs and they were Renting and Alvern. It was really a time which i think maybe if i didnt do all those things then i would be a CL but i guess what i did was all too late already so then Daniel continue by saying that now their only 15 and their working so hard for god and now they are a CLs and they have still a long way more to go to help the kingdom of God.Then that was the time when i went one corner and close my eyes and talk to god and really felt very very sorry to god saying that im a failure and i really really want to apologise not only to him but maybe my ex shepherd Zach and my current shepherd Ricwan who put in so so much effort in me to really built me up but i really really failed them and that made me teared because im 17 and im one of the oldest person in my caregroup besides Ricwan,Zach and Sinyee and how many of them who are younger then me are more capable then me and now like Desmond,Alvern,JingWen,Phoebe,Renting,Keith and Jeremiah, they are all younger then me but so much spiritually and capable then me.What more can i think of myself? just a shepherd of 1 sheep and 1 grand sheep? I guess im really not doing my job as a shepherd also because i think if my sheep KwanShyan was with any of those names above he would be like a sheep of 2? 3? or even more? but i really failed to grow him as much as other people growed their sheeps. Although i know im a failure but i know that god has choosen me to do something for him and today's song was you chose me and i think that song really tells me that no matter what happens what really matters to me is God has chosen me to be his son to help in the kingdom of god.

This song i think i want everyone to know is : From inside out!

Thousand times I've failed

Still Your mercy remains

And should I stumble again

I'm caught in Your grace

Everlasting

Your light will shine when all else fades

Never ending

Your glory goes beyond all fame

Your will above all else

My purpose remains

The art of losing myself

In bringing You praise

Everlasting

Your light will shine when all else fades

Never ending

Your glory goes beyond all fame

In my heart and my soul

Lord I give You control

Consume me from the inside out

Lord let justice and praise

Become my embrace

To love You from the inside out

Everlasting

Your light will shine when all else fades

Never ending

Your glory goes beyond all fame

And the cry of my heart

Is to bring You praise

From the inside out

Lord my soul cries out

Everlasting

Your light will shine when all else fades

Never ending

Your glory goes beyond all fame

And the cry of my heart

Is to bring You praise

From the inside out

Lord my soul cries out

From the inside out

Lord, my soul cries out, Lord

2008-06-30T23:08:00.000-07:00

Spain Spain Spain!

Oh man its been so long since i have blogged because i was so busy studying like mad my o level chinese oral is like next next week already! ahhhh so fast man!! so i must keep working hard and get into the JC which i want to go in. Anyway so happy that Spain won this morning, i went Lido's Macdonalds to watch the Euro Finals with Shirley,Dewen and Zach so honoured watching with them and it was so exciting man! we met around 12mid-night as that was the last bus and then when i got there we decided to play Spades and i partner with Zach and Shirley partner with Dewen. It was so fun that we laugh like mad and we talk alot of craps haha! We played till the match started at 2.35am and then it was so funny because now i know Dewen was so fun to watch with haha! he keep cursing Germany to Eat grass and curse alot germany players like the GoalKeeper and Ballack haha! He Kept Cursing them like "Eat More Grass" and "Ballack hope u injured your both eye and break ur ribs haha!!!!" so funny that i kept laughing then we watch and he keep cursing and cursing and shirley was like go Spain and suddenly we realise that Shirley was the only girl there for the moment till another 3 girls at the other side appeared haha! but it was a very enjoying time for me that i could watch with such cool people like Shirley, Dewen and Zach! next time World Cup im sure im going to watch with them and laugh my head off again! ahaha! SPAIN ALL THE WAY!

2008-05-18T01:09:00.000-07:00

What can i do.....?

Today was another week of growing and applying new things in my life and i learnt alot alot of things today by god and by pastor jeff. God talked to me today during worship about setting my goal in impacting lives not only people whom i know but everyone that he has created in this world. I not only want to impact lives with god has created but start saving souls which are yet to be saved. therefore, Vicente is here! :) see my topic for today? its what can i do? today's worship song was this title and while i was worshipping and singing this song i thought in my mind asking god what can i do to impact people's lives and what can i do to save people's life? I also kept asking myself instead of what can i changed and ask myself what must i do to save people's lives and impact people's lives. I told myself that god can do everything because he is god but he will not help me totally because he wants me to try it myself and do it myself to make him proud. I hope from today onwards im going to ask god for more and more words so that i can really grow myself and grow my sheep and if sheepsssssss even better wahhaa! but everything starts small so im going start by impacting 1 to 2 to 3 to 4 to 5 to 6 to 7 to CAREGROUP! not cell group in jail haha! WHAT CAN WE DO TO PRAISE GOD?!!!

2008-05-05T22:13:00.000-07:00

long time....

woah woah its been super long since i blog too busy man.... Anyway got many things to talk about i guess but yeah mid years is coming so is O level chinese omggggggg so near la.... My mid years starts on 20 May, Ends on 30 May and in between there is 2 special things are one of them is 26May O LEVEL CHINESE AHHHHH! So scare la..... Another 1 is 27 MAY one day after guess what day is that? MY BIRTHDAY!!! HAHAHA so suay but its okie this is once in my whole life and this is for my future so yeah i hope i can get good results and go to JC pray and pray and wish and wish i really hope that i can get in JC... Now im just scare of 2 subjects and they are Chemistry and Principals of Accounts!!! ahhh i scare i cannot do well for o levels in those 2 subjects!!! If anyone is good in these 2 subjects please tell me asap i really need help in these 2 thanks! HAVE FAITH BECAUSE GOD IS WITH ME!!! AMEN!!!

2008-04-20T10:42:00.000-07:00

Injured Injured WIN!

All i have to say is WE WON AND in top 5 in the league now and im injured both side of my leg haha! bye!

2008-04-09T20:03:00.000-07:00

Haiz im afraid.......

I have thought of this very very long already and i think i made my mind already.I feel that this year is really really my major year and i think i cannot slack or skip school anymore unless im sick. From tomorrow onwards i going to go to school on time and leave school on time without fail as i think if i continue to skip school i wont be able to make it to JC and my dream and aim is to get into jc so that i could really further my studies and i going to make it! IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING! God will guide me through! AMEN!

2008-04-06T23:00:00.000-07:00

Happy Rejocing and Shocked!......

Firstly ole! ole! good work team impossible! today suppose to have retreat for central but last minute was canceled as too little people would be able to make it so decided to cancel it.Therefore i went to meet the rest who went already to fellowship with them and after that can go soccer with zach.When i reach there we played some lame game which took up like 1 hour and non stop and there were many laughters and lameness haha! then daniel called for ULM meeting for all those UL and then those who dun have we decided to go 7 eleven to buy cards to go outside pc bunk to play asshole daidee haha! after that at 2 plus zach finish his meeting and we head down to woodlands for our match against Indo team.When we got there it started to rain heavily and zach me and the group of people who were there decided to hold a prayer meet and start praying for the rain to stop so that we can continue with our game,and guess what? the rain really stop! AMEN! haha! surprisingly we had 3 supports today to come to support us and there are Angela,Elise and reynard haha good supports though must thank them for making all the way down to woodlands just to support us.

Then the match started and we got ready to play and then after 5 minutes of the game i had 1 chance but was tackled and i i fell and biak! jersey from green become brown. haha! then after 25 minutes there were still no goal i decided to subsitude myself out and then when me and zach wanted to go buy drink desmond volleyed a ball and scored a goal for TEAM IMPOSSIBLE! GOAL! haha and half time came the score was 1 - 0. and we all rested and change players. 2nd half.... the person who subsitude me called Aaron scored a goal and made the score 2 - 0 and we were like yes! come on jia you! and not long later they attacked 1 goal back and cause 2 - 1.Then i decided to come in and help help a little to defend and attack and guess what? i scored a GOAL! haha 4th goal of this league for me! haha and i was like really happy as i know we just need to defend and we can win this as the Indo team is like top 5 of the league and we are like 8th? haha! so nothing is impossible for us man! at the 80 plus minutes it was really nice and tyco but i took a corner and i bend the ball all the way and a defender miss kick and i scored a goal! hahaha! from the corner flag i scored that goal actually but in the end it was called as an own goal! but its okie in the end the final score was 4 - 1 and we won! whooo!

Im just super shock about something and its not going to reveal here! haha! but seriously i am seriously seriously shock about something which i just found out! omg!!!!!

2008-04-02T22:17:00.000-07:00

ATTENTION!

Those people who i have been talking on the phone or anything which is giving you all the wrong idea. im sorry but the time has

come to the end and we have to stop all these as i do not want

anymore troubles in my life as i am facing too many problems

and i think i am going to fast from all these and next step is

everything which i going handle on myself and no one is going

to stop me from it...

those who knows about the problem already please keep to yourself.... thanks i will be daoing whoever for the time being so whoever thinks i am daoing you i apologise first as i cant do anything so yeah im sorry everyone.... thanks! take care everyone!

2008-03-27T23:14:00.000-07:00

Prayer Meet....

Today had prayer meet with Central D shepherds and above and it was a really memorable one as Zach is finally back from his missions trip and haiz miss him so much haha! (not gay!) Yeah we started at around 7.30pm at my house function room and started our prayer meet and while praying and praying i just dun know what has happened to me but i keep asking god this :

"God tell me what have i done wrong?"
"What did i do that was not right?"
"What must i do to grow more into you and grow to be a better person?"
"God please drop me a word and tell me what must i do"

I kept praying and praying and then i ask this :

"God do you think what i am doing now is right?"
"Do you think that im fit to be a CareLeader?"
"Do you think what i have done for everyone is enough?"
"God please tell me what must i do to grow, to do to become a CareLeader?"

then i kept praying the same old thing again and again waiting for god to drop me a word....
actually is not say because i feel that i should be a careleader or what but i really hope to be one and really hope that i could impact other people's lives as my baptise name is Vicente and it means conquering and i really hope when i become a careleader i hope to conquer the whole world with people whose life is yet to be save and really touch every single persons heart..Today's prayer meet was quite sad as we prayed for one another and prayer request from each individuals and realise that actually there is many many bad things happening that actually we don't know about our caregroup members even though their our caregroup members... I just want to pray and tell god that i leaving this bad things into his hands and if i have to sacrfice one thing to god just to let my caregroup members bad incident become good i think god i would sacrifice my careleader wish if that is the only way to solve the bad incidents....

Greatest Wish : My greatest wish now to complete my schools in my unit, become a careleader, and hope all the bad memories goes away as soon as possible from me and my caregroup members!

2008-03-24T00:00:00.000-07:00

What is Worship to everyone?

Thanks to everyone who read my teaching about worship and now its timeto read about what everyone thinks worship is to them!

*(Cleo) : Worship is fun (:

*(Keith) : Worship is about offering our lives to God.

*(David Hoe) : Worship is about your entire life. how we live our lives is an act of worship to God.An act of worship to God.

*(Joel Loi) : Worship is simply to me, things that we do with God in mind. meaning things that we do for God, not for our ownself's benefit yeah.

*(Maisie) : Worship is when you make use of God's gift which is your voice and gave it all to him.

*(Phoebe) : Worship is a lifestyle,it’s not just a Saturday thing.It means surrendering your whole life to God and it’s a everyday thing.When we worship,do qt or anything,we have to come with a transparent heart.Open up to God so he can help you and guide you.Therefore there is no excuse for not being able to worship God cause we’re created by him for him .he provides right? So he’ll obviously give you what you need to worship him, its up to us if we want to or not.

*(Siewluan) : I think worship is adoring god with whatever we do.

*(Qianwen) : I think worship how you relate to god in your own unique way. as in through the song that god touch you with, through your own love song to god.

*(Wei Long) : What i feel is that,worship is about bringing pleasure to God. and needs 100% concentration when worshipping. more of like,giving yourself completely to God.Therefore, so offering ourself to God is what worship is all about.

*(Alvern) : Worship is to use ourselves as temples of Gods, which simply can just mean, not manifesting in sin=D

*(Clara Lee) : Worshipping is to bring God pleasure and to praise and glorify him.Worship is also about surrender.Worship is far more than music but a lifestyle. If worship is just music than deaf and mute people cannot worship.Everything can be an act of worship when we do it for the glory and pleasure of God,Dedicate it to God and perform it with an awareness of his presence.(Romans 6:13b) "We give ourselves to him not out of fear or duty, but in love..."True worship brings God's pleasure and happens when we offer ourselves completely to God.God want all of our life. 3 main things block our total surrender to God - fear,pride and confusion. We don't realise how much God love us and we want to control our own lives and misunderstand the meaning of surrender.Surrender is not the best way to live but its the only way to live.Trust is the essential ingredient to surrender but we cant trust God till we know him better.Fear keeps us from surrendering but love casts out all fear. Amen!

*(Caleb) : Worship's a choice. When emotions run dry, when God seems far away. There's not much we can offer, but when we do give our lives solely for His cause, i guess there's no way better.

*(ZeJie) : I guess simply put, worship is the things we do that pleases God?

This is people who have read the teaching thinks what is worship.Something to say too! *(Alvern your words too chim la lol!!!!) *(Cleo think more la don't lazy lol! worship is fun so short lol!!!!) *(Clara your sentence too long la i type till want to die!) Those all read my teaching and thinks what is worship to you all please message me what is it and i will post it in with everyone else to see and learn from each others point of view!

2008-03-22T23:03:00.000-07:00

(PART 1) Jersey MIAAAAA............

This is the part 1 of my blog today hehe i dunno why I'm so hyper about blogging today but yeah.. today so sad man couldn't find my jersey still some idiot took it i think sianzzz my long time jersey which i always wear now its missing!!!! AHHH sob sob cry cry sad sad :( now i have to go make my new own jersey as i got no more jersey already so sad right? haizz.... but never mind maybe its god's fate for me to lose the jersey and god will bless me with other things haha! so yeah today i went to check again but couldn't find so i decided to go home after finding around the whole red hill floor ball court sianz :( My jersey where are you please come back to papa! haha if really cannot come back then never mind good luck in finding your new owner! LOL!!! ok now time for 2nd part!

(PART 2) Teaching (Worship)

Hmm...This may look and find it weird but today is Special because today is Easter! haha! so i decided to teach you all a teaching which i learnt from Choir Ministry today! feel glad lol! Learn!

Ok lets start so yeah lets start with :

*Part A - What is Worship?
Hmmm yeah what is Worship? anyone want to tell me what you think is worship? you can leave down a tag on my tag board and tell me what you think is worship.What i think, Worship is not about "a group of people who raise their hands and close their eyes and cry,but worship to me is not about how well you sing but knowing who you are singing to and do we really mean it or just because we love the song and the tune. yeah so this is what think worship is.... God not only give us many things but he gave us 2 great weapons can you guess what are they? let me tell you they are : "1.Worship and 2.Prayer" these are the two weapons that god has given to us. hope you learnt something in this point so lets now go into point...

*1.1 - They are created to worship God.
Yeah so you can turn your bibles to (1 Peter 2:9) and read that verse.This point is telling us that we are created to worship God therefore no one whom god created cannot worship god because god give us everything for example; mouth,hands,eyes,legs etc... so there is no excuses of we cannot worship god as is not we cannot worship god but it is whether we want to or not.Now you can read another verse that is taken from (Philippians 3:3) and read it and know more about this point.

2)Worship is a way of life
(Acts 2:46-47)
Worship is like surrendering our life to god and it is also a way of honouring god's name everywhere and anywhere.Therefore there is this sentence i think you all should remember is "Worshipping style can change but the worship object cannot change."(Acts 24:14)
Worshipping is a way of life but our life as a christian must be consistent and it shouldn't be like Monday to Friday I'm a normal person because i don't go church on these days but Saturday and Sunday I'm a christian because i go to church.This is not the way of being a spiritual christian as we must be a christian every single time and even though we die we are still forever a christian.After this 2 wonderful points now we will go into.....

*PART B - How to Worship? (Growing as a Private Worshipper)
(Revelations 3:20)
"God says that he is standing at the door and knock as if anyone hears his voice and opens the door he will come inside and eat with you."so god is always waiting beside us for us to invite him into our life to grow in him and have faith in him.Who can guess how many psalms verses did David wrote? (Answ: 73 psalms verses)

1)Marking ourself increasing present to God
We must always think of ourself less and Jesus more so that Jesus could bless us with many things and this is an example : A Cylinder which filled 100ml trash in us and if we take out 50ml of trash in there then Jesus can only go into our 50ml so if we take out 100ml of trash in us Jesus can go in all 100ml.(Jeremiah 23:24) God is always around us and he is not far away from us and he will always answer our prayers no matter how far are we and where we are god will still answer our prayers.(Luke 10:38-42).Whenever god is good to us we should always blog it or write it down on a piece of paper and paste it or put it in a place where we can always see what has god bless us in.

2)Offer ourself completely to God
(Romans 12:1)
(Mark 12:30)
Offer ourself completely to God means that we should not hesitate on like whether we should praise god or do quiet time but trust in god and put our life in his hands without any worries and just live a special life with a powerful father called God.There is this Sentence saying "God's Words are powerful but Humans Words are not powerful because "God says let there be light and there is light!" but Human say "let there be no light but the light did not disappear,"but it continued to stay there.

*PART C - What about Worship?
**Honest Worship**

1)Go with God to a broken spirit
(Psalm 51:16-17) it tells us that we must have a transparent heart towards God and be open to him.(Psalm 51:10-13) (Psalm 86:11) these verses you can read it and know more about this point..

2)Practice Worshipping
I learnt a sentence that really impact me alot and it is "Don't practice singing for worship but practice worship for singing" this also means something like "Its like we focus more on the heart in singing rather then act of singing itself. Quality of voice doesnt please god but queality of heart does." this sentence really amazed me and i think i will always remember this sentence as it is really important for everyone of us when we are practicing worship.yeah so and when we spending worship time with God we will regain our strength,therefore God is the one and only one who can change our weakness to strength. Amen? haha!

3)Know Him (God)
Lets ask this question ourself - How much do we know God? turn your bibles to (Philippians 3:10) There is also another sentence which hit me hard also and it says : "It is not about the DOING but is about the BEING" know what this sentence means? tag it in my tag board and tell me what you think this sentence means or leave me a sms if you know my number i am always free to read what you think.(Luke 10:40-42).There is always no substitute in knowing Jesus more. Some Questions for you.*(Who are you Worshipping?) and *(Why are you worshipping?)
Telling to all those people who have read this post about my teaching and if you would like to know anything about this or want to tell me what you think some of the questions that i ask you which you would like to tell me your answer please send me a sms or tag it in my tag board thanks for reading hope you learn something and hope you can apply it!

2008-03-21T22:00:00.000-07:00

Good Friday!!!.....

Good friday is goooooddddddd haha! okay thats lame but yeah watever! today i had to wake up at like 9am because i had to shepherd my sheep Ks then after that at 11am that is floorball oooo im loving it. haha i met Ks at around 10:15 and started shepherding till like 11:15 and then ks was like im thursty then i was like better hurry cause 11.30 we are fasting ahhaha.From Wednesday onwards after Caregroup we have to fast for god and fast for everything and anything! haha so cool man FOR GOD! Amen haha! hmmm then i went floorball with KS and then saw Zi Jie then i saw him like wanted to run so i decided today good mood and ask him if he wanted to run then he said okay lo so yeah i put my bag then we ran from redhill to tiong baru plaza and then ran back and we managed to hit the time 12 minutes plus haha! that distance we ran was about 3.2km haha! not bad for a newbie like me after so long never run all these 2.4km and stuff haha! after that i reach back the floorball court straight away they ask me play... i was like ahhh im so tired now play and then i said "OK I LAST MAN!" they all agreed haha so i went to play then when the game started BEEP! guess what!? i took the ball from the goal poles and chiong all the way up to shoot haha! LOL! then they were like "Calvin go back la stupid last man!" haha then i said "okok!" after that i shouted "The person who score become keeper!" next mintue i pass the ball to Dennis he 1 shot GOAL! haha! then okay thank you please come to the goal poles.Then we played for like 10 mintues still no goal and dennis was like guys can you all score i don't want to stay at goal poles u all need me to score and finally Ricwan scored haha so changed and a while later dennis scored and the game ended with the score 3 - 0 waahhahaa! so tired today! i went out after floorball and like wanna die already man! anyway guess what! im so sad i just realized i left my jersey there after changing and that was like soccer jersey :( sianzzz no jersey now sad sad cry cry lol! anyway thats all for today folks so better Silents! i KILL YOU!

2008-03-12T20:29:00.000-07:00

After So long... (Sick)

Pain here Pain there..... Stupid pain in my stomach have been inside for 3 days already and today i finally went to see the doctor as i couldnt take it anymore is like stopping me from doing so many things man..... Today i suppose to have a special church service at 7pm but thanks to the rain i couldnt go and thanks to the pain i must go see doctor how shitttt can that be.... i went to the doctor like 10 minutes ago and i went in for like 5 mintues and come out after 15 minutues... Waste my whole special service just for stupid 15 minutes... ahhhhh i want my EXTENDED PRAISE AND WORSHIP!!!! i think now i going to play all the praise and worship songs to sing alone hahaha!!! hope this pain goes away ASAP!!!!

2008-03-10T23:47:00.000-07:00

Study Study Study...

So sianZ lo common test on thursday then must study like maddd ahhhh not only must study tomorrow central is going for a central event in Sentosa and i cant go wah lao!!!!! but never mind tomorrow all i need is study and do well for my common test and for my future! JC ALL THE WAY MAN WAHAHHAHAHA! Tomorrow is also a Self-Declared Holiday haha but aiya still studying so yeah tomorrow maybe have to study myself because everyone gonig Sentosa and leave my alone to study so bored!Something so stupid just recently happend and is my friend whose called Daphne Goh Hui Qi is so proud that she finally killed a Lizard in her whole life haha! Guess how did she do it? She didnt even dare to touch a Lizard but you know how she killed it? She DROWNED the Lizard haha! i pity the Lizard died a terrible death haha! She think she very good but she waste like so much water just to kill a lizard haha! anyway yeah this what i gotta blog today and thats how lame my friend is wahahha!

2008-03-02T23:27:00.000-08:00

(Central D)

(Central D)

(Drowned! haha New Born !)

(Whooo Water Baptism Certificate)

(Me , Desmond and Ricwan!)

(Julius , Ricwan , Me)

(Ricwan Closing his Eyes! haha! Noob!)

(The Fat SinYee haha!)

(Sin Yee was sent to Metal Hospital wahaha!)

Special Day...... Water Baptism day!!! Celebrate!

Oh yeah today is a joyful day which then good to celebrate as i just got water baptise and is like a

new self of me and i not like last time but I'm now a new person and my attitude gotta change

and my walk with god will be always continuing without fail. I went to YWCA today to water

baptise and I'm so happy that many of my unit care group mates came to support me :) ! I was

really excited for it as i could really experience this and it is really once in a life time. Today's

water baptism was only me and Julius who is from Central D and other people from other

districts and units. We then took some retarded pictures and some group photos to really

remember this day in a special way. There were only 5 people from Central who were baptise

today and they are Jessie , Bernard , Julius , Me and another guy who is called Calvin i think

we were the 5 people who baptise and really change our lives to be a better person.When we got

into the swimming pool Daniel who is the Central Leader prayed for me and really feel happy for me as i get baptise and finally went back to the hall and get ready to get the Certificate of Baptism! Praise Lord Amen! God Is So Good to me! NANANANANA! My Water Baptism Name is Vicente! hahaha

(WEI WEI WO SHI SHUI? WO DE MING JIAO VICENTE!)

(VICENTE VICENTE ALL THE WAY!)

2008-02-24T22:07:00.000-08:00

Tired And Disappointed......

Today once again is soccer match day for the team impossibles but sadly i was pretty disappointed with my team today but haiz whats over is over so yeah... We started off with the ball and less then 25 minutes i scored 2 goals which lead us to 2 - 0 and i was telling myself and my team lets keep doing this and we will win it... But then my leader straight away took me out after i scored 2 goals and put another player in which ended up 2 - 2 at half time... i was very angry with it and i could not take it.... 2nd half came i didnt play and in the end the final score was 4 - 2 .... haiz how disappointed can i get with my team.... we were leading 2 - 0 and we lost 4 - 2 in the end..... pretty sad that my leader Zach is leaving to NZ tomorrow for 1 month omgg thats super long man i really really gonna miss him and pray for him tomorrow i going to the airport to send him off as i really hope he could really do something great for god and really hope he will be safe there.... I really really don't want him to leave man... but what can i do he is doing something for god... i cant stop it so yeah lets wait for 1 month and hope it pass quickly so that we can meet up with him again.....

2008-02-17T23:14:00.000-08:00

Team Impossible.....

Today is a really totally impossible.... Today we had our second soccer match which is vs the NS group and although we lost today match by 1 goal 3 - 2 but we were losing 3 - 0 and the 90 minutes injury time we scored 2 goals haha thats really weird haha.. The 2 goals were scored by Me and joshua's friend haha! so happy because it was my first goal for this team impossible.. and furthermore i score the goal with my left leg haha thats really impossible cause i never use my left leg before haha! But its okay because next week we gonna play the match with honour and pride.But there is 1 sad thing and that is zach who is my ex shepherd is going for a mission's trip for 1 month and haiz im gonna miss him as that means our soccer team is less by 1 person.. Therefore next week we gonna play our best and win it for him to give him a good memory abt this! Number 14 Calvin! SCORES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-02-10T15:26:00.000-08:00

New Year New year.....

Woah it have been a long time since i have blog again haha too busy with many stuff and chinese new year went around to bai nian and earn money haha you know what i mean haha ya then i went so many people's house and saw many people again like my cousin who came back form taiwan just for chinese new year and so yeah kinda miss them lo 2 years never see them then always come back only come back for a week or so then hardly get to go out with them or chat with them so that day i went to my cousin house and played with them for a while bai nian haha.Yesterday went to church at 11am because we had a combine service because of chinese new year and it was so happening man you will never believe it because its like the whole hall is filled with church people from first service to second service then we ssang songs and something different then other weeks is we had a speak named Dennis which is one of the district leaders who came to teach us more about god's word really inspired by his words and wanna impact it into my life also so yeah we end at 1pm and then my unit had a movie screening in the american room and we watch facing the giants haha it was so nice that daniel our district leader teared lol!! then after that we went on to play table soccer and during the night time i went to meet my friends and the rest went to play bowling at westbowl haha. Wish everyone Happy New Year!!!

2008-01-29T22:11:00.000-08:00

Chinese Chinese Chinese...

Chinese is a nightmare for me man.... Today i had enrichment the whole day till 3.30pm because i don't take any lessons before that so i had enrichment.3.30pm i had chinese which really almost killed me once again the chinese teacher almost wanted to kill me because she said she will not do alot of work today but just one and that is composition and at least 350 words! i was like OMG! 350 i 100 words also got problem writting she ask me write 350 haha so i tried my best to write 350 words and when a certain time pass i start counting the words then keep counting till i get 350 and i realise i think my composition is like out of point and no link at all? haha? Then After i finish i shouted loudly " YES IM DONE!" then my chinese teacher said well done but not yet you still have to do chinese paper 2 question 1 - 16 then i was like arhhhh i thought only 1 work then she was like promise and mend to be broken then i was like ahhhh i started chionging and then she said those who anyhow do or fail the paper cannot go home lucky i didnt fail and then i manage to go home and wait for alvern to come to my house to plan cell group praise and worship with me! Tomorrow's Cell group is gonna be fun! Stay Tune!

2008-01-27T20:36:00.000-08:00

Team Impossible.....

Team Impossible? is not our team is impossible and cannot make it, but nothing is impossible to win wahhaa.Today was our first Hope Premier League because last sunday it rain and had to cancel it, Therefore today was our first match in the Hope Premier League and i and proud of my team as we really really played hard and never say die... Today we vs a team who are like maybe 3 - 4 years older then us and furthermore some of my team are not experience in field soccer. We had some visitors like Joshua , Aaron , Hui Yang and the rest of us are from YHope church. Hui yang came and join in the squard and wore 3 quarter pants in with no soccer boots and referee called him and told him to wear soccer boots and wear soccer pants to play next time.Start of the match we started off and 2 minutes of time play our lone striker Aaron scored the first goal created by me and he give the Team Impossible the lead 1 - 0. Then around 30 minutes plus the opponent scored a equalizer and made the score 1 - 1. Then 5 mintues later, Yhope cross a beautiful ball into the box and desmond did a half volley and made Team Impossible back into the lead 2 - 1. Then 45 mintues.......... guess what a ball cross again and hit the poles and hui yang our visitor to the Team Impossible tap in goal and at half time the score was 3 - 1. At half time we were all a little happy but cannot be too happy as we might be too proud and let in many goals so second half came and started off. We had a tough fight during the second half and 70 mintues of time play the opponent scored a goal and made the score 3 - 2. I was abit nervous as they may catch up because of the duration that we did not score so i continue encouraging my team and at 80 mintues plus, Aaron took a shot and it hit the poles and keith got the ball took the shot and hit the keeper and then our 3 quarter pants with no soccer boots once again tap in the ball and gave us the lead 4 - 2. Finally the game has ended and we were all very happy as we are top half of the table with 2 games in hand. We all went to the side and started talking about man of the match hui yang who wore 3 quarter pants and shoes and scored 2 goals haha. We Won 4 - 2 man!!!! hahaha

2008-01-21T22:57:00.000-08:00

Work work......

School school work work work haha today had POA and Business.. studying business studies now thinking of primary sector and secondary sector which talks about stuff about business now in countries. Tomorrow will be a boring day which i have studies thill 3.30 then i would have my chinese which its a nightmare.... haha i dunno what to blog cause im very tired. i will blog next time when i have something to blog about ba..... Steph is talking to me on the phone and she is boasting about her intelligents which is like (fill in the brackets) haha she says that i cannot make it into JC how evil righT? haha okay la blog next time....

2008-01-17T16:36:00.000-08:00

Stress Stress Stress...

Today i could blog early because i ended school at 3.30 today the earliest i could be release :). This is only the fourth day and im feeling a little stress already man i cannot believe it... but its okie i know i made many new friends and i know that im studying so hard in school and being so stress is because of my future but not for fun.... My classmates you may think their naughty because they smoke and stuff like that but actually during lessons and stuff they really pay 101% attention and you will hear -0% of vurgarities coming out of their mouth no one there scolds bad words thats what is really nice and cool as everyone is really there to study and not there to make friends or waste their money because they have too much..... Today i had Chemistry and English for 1 hour 30 minutes and i wanna die already so stressful haha! I also had 3 hours of Maths... Tomorrow i will end 5pm but i have 2 hours 30 minutes of break haha so me and my classmates decided to play pool during our break tomorrow haha anyway is good DESTRESS haha! Ok i cant blog anymore because i have homework to do and i have to blog only when i have free time sadddddd.. :( but its okie i gonna still study hard for my future!!!

2008-01-13T22:07:00.000-08:00

New start, New things....

Coolio..... Tomorrow will be the start of my school and im really excited about it because this 10 months will be the one and only time i can do well for my future and i am going to work 101% just to make it into a school which i want to go into. Tomorrow schools starts at 9am first time starts abit little then last time haha so i better wake up still before im late haha thankfully i got a classmate which is from my church called sherman so i not really afraid of bored in school because i know i have a friend to study with and chiong with hehe... so i will tell more about what happen in my first day in school tomorrow hehe.

Next,today i had a soccer match and although we lost but its okie great learning again but something really happen to me i don't know why my stamina suddenly drop alot haha i felt weird also and i played like for 25 mins i ask for sub out because i cannot take it haha furthermore the ground was not even and i twisted my knee haha and after that i went funan to get my laptop hehe whooo so happy and we spend 4 hours in there finding the right laptop and finally got the right laptop and its a LG laptop haha and im so thankful for it and i hope i could do well for my O levels this year!

Verse of the day!

Hebrews 12:28

Therefore, since we are receiving a kingdom that cannot be shaken, let us be thankful, and so worship God acceptably with reverence and awe

2008-01-13T01:37:00.000-08:00

BYSS.....

Today's teaching in church was quite a good one which i think we all can apply and we can really use it in our life like today 4 words we learn and it is taken from (Mark 12:30) which says these 4 important words Heart,Soul,Mind,Strength and these 4 words really tells me different ways i can apply all these like :

Heart : it means passion and what i learn in this word was "Don't just do things for God but be close with God"That was what i learn from Heart.

Soul : it means Decisions and what i learnt was really put our Soul into things for God but don't do for the sake of doing it example you wanna evax people from some school but you are not putting your soul into it and like when u go evax you wait for people to come to you or you bring these survey paper to them and say "hey you! fill in this survey for me then you gave him the paper and don't start any coversation and after he is done you just take back the paper and walk off without even saying thank you or anything.

Mind: it means Comprehension and what i learnt was in our mind and other things was "The word of God has the biggest said of everyone of our lives" Therefore we can don't trust your good friends you can don't trust your teachers or even your Shepherd but you have to trust the Word of God because it is the most most most most true words ever!

Strength: i means Action and what i learnt was when we say we love god we have to also tell ourself that who created us humans? it was God therefore god doesn't want us to just love him but to really love people who he created sooooo even though the person we hate or the person we love we still have to love them because all of them is god's creatation and we must not treat people differently yeah so thats what i learn for today's serman!

Last but not least you know what is BYSS? ok let me tell you is "Because You Said So" Yeah so it says that i am doing all these BYSS (Because You Said So) God Bless!

From today i will start putting verse after my post and today's verse is (Romans 12:2) it reads:

Do not comform any longer to the pattern of this

world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind.

Then you will be able to test and appove what

God's will is his good, pleasing and perfect will.

AMEN!

2008-01-10T23:45:00.000-08:00

Evaxing coolio!.......

Whooo just don't know why am i so happy haha but yeah today. Me, Ks, Alvern , Joel , Keith , Edwin , Ze Jie went to evax at hwa chong and guess what the result was extreamly good as we had around 50 plus contacts but we don't know if all is responsive but its okie because we know we did our best and we are trying to bring people to know God our Saviour :). We camp at hwa chong's gate till like everyone who wants to go to the bus stop or go home will pass us haha so everyone is 100% asked if they could spare us 2 minutes of their time haha. Then soon we stop evaxing when our survey paper run out and we had like 50 plus paper all written by different person and whooo praise god for his blessings on us.... At 5 we all went home and my friend james came to my house to play our game again called Football manager haha! we played while watching tv and today had many many shows like 7pm channel 8 show? 8.30pm channel 5 show haha! its DEAL OR NO DEAL! haha that show really nice to watch and people open the case worth $250 000 haha meaning they cant get that amount so ya after that show ends can watch channel 8 9pm show which i think most people like to watch that show as its very nice! oh yeah 1 more thing man! Next week im starting school! i cant wait man after 2 weeks of new year at last my school is starting and i can start studying hard for my O levels so that i could aim for a JC and continue my future because my future is decided ! haha! Furthermore tomorrow im having my orentation and i will tell you all more tomorrow so stay tune at calvin's blog! haha!!!

2008-01-08T21:06:00.000-08:00

CountDown for School..... 6 days!

Ohh no 6 more days before my school starts haha actually not really oh no but i cant wait for school to start man...Its super boring at home man i cannot do anything and its like dun understand why games are like getting very boring already.... weirdo :) Today i woke up like at 1 pm coolio i can sleep as long as i want for another 6 more days and after that my school is like starting at 9am so i still can sleep abit later then last time :) when i wake up today i had caregroup at 3pm so i ate my lunch and bath and get ready to pack my stuff for caregroup and soccer training at 5pm... When i got to Istana Park i was the earliest and i was dot dot why all so late and furthermore i reach like 2.58pm so i was early the rest all reach like 3.30pm therefore i had to wait and wait and wait... after that we had games and although today my role was chairing but i gave a help to jingwen by helping her in the games because we change the games abit so ya so i helped her and the winner will get potato chips as the prize lol and our winner was Isabel and Natalie won the prize as they combined to kill the last guy standing Alvern haha... After that we had Holy Com by Keith whom really gave us a great story and after that i had to leave for training and i met james and we took cab together to rush to training. Training was quite hard because we had to do alot of running and we play some games and end training and go home ....

2008-01-06T00:24:00.000-08:00

My Future Decided.... Reaching For you!

Today was really a wonderful wonderful praise and worship man.. There are 2 songs which really touch my heart really hard is a praise song called "My Future Decided" this particular song really tells me deeply that i don't have to be afraid of anything because as long as i do well and everything right i have no worry with my future because i know my future is already decided by Jesus and the second wonderful song was really "Reaching For You" it really touch me is at the chours when it really says all these :

"I stand here before You

In wide opened wonder

Amazed at the glory of You

The power of heaven

Revealing Your purpose in me

As I'm reaching for You"

As this song really touch me i told myself no matter what i will not plan my life without Jesus and i will not go do my plan without God's plan applied into my plan and God's Approval because without god's plan its really useless to do a plan with the results of a failure, therefore whenever we use god's plan there will be maybe 99.9999999999% chances of Sucess and 0.0000000001% of Failure it will happen if we follow god's plan and not act smart on during things own ourself... Today will be a new year for me and a really sad thing to say goodbye to my group of fairfield caregroup mates as i was really blessed by god because i had this thankful chance of pioneering ACS barker to really help to grow this school to really come to know God and really to grow every single one who are in ACS barker who are really hunger for god and willing to grow because im god's plan and he plan me to really help people to know him and really help him to grow all these new believers which god has already plan for us who are pioneering the school and we hope that we could complete ACS barker and move on to other schools to complete CG08 by this year not for ourself but for god as this is going to be our best best best present we could give him for doing so many things for us... Blessing us, Protecting us, and dying on the cross for all of us and for all the sin we had done he is the one who really forgives us and never showed anger but love to us forever and ever! God is One and Only Person whom i really really RESPECT BIG TIME for all his wonderful things he has done for everyone of us in this world! I LOVE GOD! AMEN!!!!

2008-01-05T00:02:00.000-08:00

New year , New Start in Church.....

Woah today was my first unit Caregroup and many people came... i was so glad that so many people came and woah man the games was fun because everyone could paticipate in it and soon we had testimonial by keith one of my unit members and his testi was very good till its like super good haha. :) After that we had praise and worship and the praise and woship was good as everyone sang along haha! after that we had the most scare thing and is was restructuring and although i not a Careleader yet but this time im pioneering ACS barker and i hope and pray that i would complete it asap so that we could go for another school and complete CG08 asap also for church and for god! From next week, we are no more Central F but now becoming Central D haha! so come onnnnn lets win the word and have God's Aim!

2008-01-01T22:58:00.000-08:00

happy new year.......

whoooo happy new year to everyone.... at last is 2008 haha sadly everyone got school tomorrow but my school starts on 14 jan means 2 more weeks of holiday for me haha! hmmm yesterday i had a new year celebration with my Cineleisure group people at my house to have BBQ! Then we had so much fun and we played some games which its super funny. We played till like 11 pm and then when we were all clearing up i went to put back some chairs which i took from the other BBQ pit and when i was returning the chairs 1 girl and 2 guys was at that place drinking beer and the girl was drunk i guess so i didnt bother and went to put back the chair and when i was walking back she was like shouting "HEY Thanks!, I Love you! You are Hot Man!" and i was like omgg she is crazy then i ran back and told the rest about it and sooner later we all carried the things up and bath and then we started to watch movie! After the movie it was like 2am i look down they were still downstairs and i was telling the rest what are they doing man no home to stay arh? haha! After the movie we decided to watch another movie and the movie ended at 4 am we all went to sleep haha! This morning, we all woke up like at 9am? and started to play PS2 haha and play till like 1 hour all went back to sleep... how pig can we all get? sleep till like 1 pm we thought of going out but in the end we all stayed and watch movie once again.. At 6.30pm all went home and thats how new year pass for me! haha!

2007-12-27T02:42:00.000-08:00

woah super long....

wah man i super long never blog again, i keep forgetting to blog every night said wanted to blog but come back sleep haha! stupid me anyway lets blog about today and forget about the rest ba today woke up at like 12 pm and realise i had nothing to do at home so i decided to message fadzil whom is like my real brother to me who really treat me as his own brother and ask him if he was going out today and he was going to town to eat dinner and stuff so i decided to go and meet him and look around haha then we went to eat and stuff walk around and then went to play para again and saw this group of ang mo playing it although they were not good at it but they managed to pass it haha admire them of their never die spirit... We did stupid things till 10pm and went home and do nothing..... Everyone is going to start school on 2 Jan but my school is starting on 14 Jan so lucky but next year i have to really chiong my studies as its O levels man!! ahhh okie Sleeping time!! NightZ

2007-12-18T23:22:00.000-08:00

Results Release Day!....

My Results was out today man.... at first i was super scare that i would fail or will retain or stuff like that but in the end before i collect my results i prayed to god and tell him no matter what my results are i am still going to worship him no matter what as because he is the one who i really need in my life without him my life is like nothing now. After that when it was my turn to collect my results i was super scare and walk to my teacher and keep saying die liaoz die liaoz then my teacher say calvin come here then i was okay i go there sit down and he stare at me and said not bad you got a A1 for my subject which was computer application which make me a little happy and after that i was like die fail liaoz then my teacher was saying so which 1 do you think you fail then i thought i really failed a subject and then i say i think maths or science, he looked at me and put the result slip on the table and i saw that i pass everything which gives me my English B3 , Maths B4 , Chinese B3 , Science B3 , DNT B3 and last Computer Application A1 haha! when i saw it i shouted super loud YEAH! everyone stared at me and i was like opps sorry and took my results and said thank you to my teacher and left to go around haha! Was abit disappointed with my english suppose to get A1 but sad not good enough to get haha, but its okay i know god blessed me already so i take whatever my results is and next my plan is to study super hard in my private school and take o levels to aim for JC! so i hope god will always walk beside me in my studies and everything else i do! God Do Answer Prayers! Amen!! Praise God!

2007-12-14T23:33:00.000-08:00

New Hair..... Ahh....

Oh Yeah man! I got new hair cut once again after church camp plus a bush of hair on my hair finally my hair is shorten and less. I look cooler now with my new hair hahaha because now i can really spike back my hair which is short and nice although i feel its nice maybe other people think its not but its okay who cares hahaha!.. Hmmm today did many stupid things and after cut my hair i went to walk around while waiting for Fadzil to arrive at town which he took super long haha.. But its okay i had fun with my brother James and we did play some games and stuff after that fadzil came and we do stupid things and then we all went home hahaa today will be short 1 as i dunno what to say hahaha!

2007-12-13T11:01:00.000-08:00

Camp Is Over! :)

Although Camp is over but i know in this camp i learn many many useful things which i can apply in my life.The camp was a really good thing that every christian should go and not miss it although it cost money but the money is worth the camp and the learning.The first day, I had to reach the camp at 8 am because i was something like a games com and i had to reach there to help them prepared the game stuff as it starts straight away when the camp starts at 1.Therefore we had to rush like mad to prepare everything and in the end the districts played catains ball and floorball and it turns out that the JC district are the winner as they won the most points overall so they were all happy about it.Then after games we had lunch then blah blah blah then last part of the day we had Praise and worship and teaching of course by our wonderful great pastor called pastor Shirley Melinda,Then Sleepzzz.Next Day we had no games but 2 times praise and worship and 2 times teaching which also impact my life alot and we had a workshop about time management and money management which i feel i really need it and now i not afraid about these 2 management because from now on i will try not to be late and not to spent too much money and not useful stuff.After that whole day we were all super tired,everyone went to sleep but only i was awake because i had to meet daniel to talk about my CL stuff which i stood forward during the prayer time which i said that i want to be a CL to help to finish CG08 and to help fairsians and other schools to know about god and i talked to him a while and we prayed. He prayed for me and i know god's hear me and he will bless me so after that he went to meet someone else and i went to bed at 4am. Third day..... We had the first part of teaching and praise and worship once again which its going be important and then everyone went for lunch which only the game coms and me stayed back in the hall to prepared the second round of games haha. The game was WAR GAMES! haha cool right war games lei super fun man! although game coms and me cannot play but when we see them play our game we felt very good as our game was a success and not a failure.. After that we had around 2 hours of break which everyone can go around playing games or bathing or sleeping hahaha so me and my shepherd Zach decided to go meet the fairfield guys to play soccer! and then while playing in 3 games i score 5 goals hahaha and after that was kicked out and it started to rain hahaha! see god wants to see me play thats why when i got kicked out then jesus rain hahaha joking! :) . Then at 5 pm we went to the hall again to have the 3rd praise and worship and teaching by our vice president "Pastor Simon Eng" his serman was so good that i don't mind having him to teach me every serman haha... After that we went to eat and dinner and get ready back in 45 mins for our 10 Anniversary! Whooo i cant wait for that and blah blah the things goes and blah blah blah.... Finally we had our Resonace Which is like 14 praise and worship songs hahaha hardcore all the way! haha then its was ended and it was the last day of camp so we were allowed to play 24 hours of games which i played badminton and captains ball till 7.30 am in the morning super tired man..... haha then last part we had to do this do that and then 4 pm yesterday i reached home and sleep till this morning 9 am haha! 17 hours of sleep man! haha These are some of the pictures which i took after camp which really are my friends who i know in camp!

2007-12-06T00:16:00.000-08:00

3 days to camp.....

Camp is just 3 days away man super excited.... hahaha i so glad i could be the gamemaster and we will be playing cool games!.Hmm everyone now i guess is still busy making your own floorball sticks ahah but don't worry you wont regret making it cause its gonna be fun especially i am the gamemaster wahahaha hmmm today is my second lesson of Word For Life and today's topic is Patience,Kindness,Goodness its also a important topic as we may use it often also as pantience and kindness are mostly use around our life.. So you wanna learn more? come and ask me and i will try my best to maybe teach you or give you some pointers about these few topics which i have learnt. I just cant wait for the last 3 topics and i have completed my Fruit of the Spirit Lessons! 9 Fruits altogether and every topic is important so if you have a chance to do something or attend the class please dun miss it out! yeah!

2007-12-04T00:25:00.000-08:00

Love,Joy,Peace

Hmmm.... Today was some learning days and its the Word For Life Lessons and i attended the Fruit of the Spirit Class which i learn many things.... There are 9 Fruits but today i only learnt 3 and they are Love,Joy,Peace yeah.. they have been a great thing to our life actually and we dun really know how to use it in many ways... for example love.. Have you ever thought of how much our parents have love us and etc... have we always appreciate it? or have we think it as a nagging session??? Do we ever give them as much love as they have given to us? we should really actually think..... the other of the fruits when you go Fruit of the Spirit you will learn it yourself haha... At around 11pm i suddenly had this thinking that i left 27 days in the youth service of my church and i got actually very discouraged.. i always wanted to be a CL for many 6 months or more already but i haven got my chance and this may maybe tells me that im not matured or spiritual enough to be a CL? it also means that maybe i not ready enough thats why i haven become a CL although this discouraged me everyday from morning to night my mind keep thinking of this... but i know this is all God's Plan.... it is like i thought i could go to CLC2 but in the end i going to Fruit of the Spirit.. and that also say it was all God's Plan that i should learn something more before going to CLC2.Every Night, I would pray to god and asking him that i know all these is his plan and i also hope that he will bless me to become a CL by this 27 days.. and although people thinks it might be possible but to me i feel im been a failure which i haven overcome it.. Haiz... My challenge is really to become a CL because i feel i haven done enough in this youth group and i feel that im a little late for it. Hope God could really bless me with this and i also wish to help other youth whom have yet to come to know Christ and grow every single one of them to become a good and spiritual person.. I really feel that im a failure although im already 16 years old and there are more spiritual and better people younger then me whom is now maybe a CL or whom is more spiritual haiz. i just a failure.... :(

2007-12-01T00:05:00.000-08:00

blank.....

blank haha i dunno what topic should i put today because i didnt tag last night as james came over to my house to play FM08 haha super hardcore man. Other people is hardcore maple and etc.... me and james hardcore FM08 we played till 6 am in the morning haha... damn stupid man hahaha then we slept for like 6 hours or so and woke up and played again hahaha.... we keeee siaoooo already haha.... after that at 2pm i had to take a shower and get ready to go out as i had a meeting at 3 pm which was at istana park and so i didnt want to be late for it so i quickly took a bath and rush out my house with james to town... while i was in the bus i look at my watch and told myself cool im going to be early again... but suddenly.... traffic jam... sianzz... so i smsed my care leader sin yee and told her i will be late for the meeting because of the stupid jam which was at far east there.... then when i got off the bus i rushed to istana park and realise that not everyone was there yet!.... so i didnt say anything and we chat about some movies and then this big topic came out which was a movie called enchanted.... which my shepherd and my sheepmates had for sheperding so we went to watch. at the start i find it really gay as soon the movie get into deeper i realise actually not bad ba not as gay as i thought haha... so back to the meeting hahaha... when everyone arrivedz....... we sat down and had a teaching first although the teaching was short but there was 2 words which was really important and it was "AVALIBILITY" and "ABILITY" these were the 2 words which struck me as it make me know how important is this in my life and to everyone's lifes.Then..... after the teaching the big thing STARTS.... its called the restructuring..... which everyone was actually afraid of as maybe we might not be a shepherd or might not have a sheep so as all the things go on i realise im still a shepherd haha hurray! and now instead of actually 2 sheeps with 1 committed and 1 not committed i now have 2 sheeps which are committed! haha so happy and furthermore i still have my wonderful shepherd called ZACH! haha Yippy! so i was happy and i went to eat lunch with my churchmates.. then after that i went to find my friends at cineleisure, and while my friends haven reached cineleisure i went to look for a friend called jolyn and she is from VJ SOCCER MAN! super pro man i think whoever challenge her you all will sure lose she i think david beckham number 2 lei plays at right wing okay don't look down on girl just remember she is david beckham number 2 hahaha! joking! :) furthermore today i met her with this guy who at first i thought was her boyfriend but in the end NOT! haha then i stare at him he look super shy so i was like okay fine then talk.... and finally the more i sit and talk the more i feel that he likes her whom i called her my jie jie jie but actually she is younger then me so is now my mei mei mei hahaha hahahaha just now hahaha then after that i went up and played my DDR while waiting for my friends... soon it was late and we all went home (some parts cut) haha

2007-11-29T01:10:00.000-08:00

Woahh....

I just realise i super long haven been blogging lo hahaha but anyway seldom people come to my blog one so its okie haha but i will try to make a habit to everyday blog hahah although my post might be short but today it will be a long one wahahha! hmmm where should i start??? lets start with my trip to thailand last monday which changed me actually to go into god's world more then i ever been and changed me to really do more things for god and not only think about what is good for myself but for everyone who is around me :) so lets start with the first day... We had to meet at 4.30 am at the airport because we had to bring 30 balls there for our soccer clinic for the thailand high school kids so i took like 2 soccer balls only because my bag has really no space haha.. Then off we go at 6.30 and we reached there around 9.30 and realise that someone took the wrong bag and took our soccer ball's bag and we all were like oh no! no soccer balls no game and clinic for us and we saw this bag which look like our soccer ball bag which contain fabrics haha and we were okay comfirm someone took the wrong bag and left the airport. So then we went to make a report and soon the team of us began to pray and hope that the person will return the balls back to us as the 30 balls was like NIKE balls! super nice to kick man.... then after that we carried on with our journey and we had to take this van for 4 hours before we could reach the village and the journey began haha sitting in the van for 4 hours and sleeping and doing stupid stuff... After 4 hours we finally reach the village and we began to put our bags down and sat at this long table for a meeting about today's plan and tomorrow's soccer clinic time passed and it was time to sleep and we all get ready for the next day to go to the clinic for some teaching :) weee first time i can be a coach haha jealous? haha then we soon taught them our roles which we were suppose to kick and slowly bit by bit i realize some of them were better then me haha! so we played a game and i challenged them who can kick further wins and the loser have to do 10 push ups! haha in the end i only lost once and the rest i won so total i did 10 push ups only wahahahaha how evil could i get? maybe god was on my side :L . Soon we had our first match.... i wasnt in the starting 11 but i didnt really mind as i admit my team players are mostly all better then me so not starting 11 is obvious haha then after a while like around 30 mins our team striker who is the thailand pastor scored a goal for us and we were like whooo! 1 goal and soon 2nd half came....... i was sub in and was excited to play did some nice pass and some stupid mistakes and soon BEEP BEEP BEEP!!!! full time the score was 1 - 0 and too bad i didnt score haha we shaked hands with them and after that we had to rush back to the village to take a shower and head to our next destination which is 6 hours away... oh my 6 hours in that stupid van again.... haha.. then 6 hours go on.. and

Finally we reached that place and was already 12 mid night there and everyone was complianing tired so our coach said okay all go sleep tomorrow we will meet at 9 am and everyone was like sianZZZ so early haha... but we had to bare with it as tomorrow we have a soccer match also so all quickly went to bed and sleepzzz.. Next morning, we all woke up bath and then we had our morning meeting again... and we discuss about some things and then 4 pm was our next soccer match and 4 pm came and we played the game and i shouldnt be so long winded and we won 3 - 2 which maybe was a tyco win but its god's grace anyway the opponent hit the bar like 3 times haha the score should be 5 - 3? but god's grace scape us to win haha so praise god for it.... Then we all went back it was late and tomorrow we had another match which we all were like super tired man tomorrow still got match haha but its okie we come for singapore and for god lets play and i watch this video which this coach said No matter if we Win we PRAISE GOD! if we LOSE we STILL PRAISE GOD! this sentence inspired me to really play for god and everything i know this may be fun to people but i always know god is with me to protect me and help me whenever i need help... so the next day came i played my best although we lost 2 - 1 but i know god is still happy that we really did our best and did not slack around.. so really praise god!!!!

Next! today's floorball whooo it was funnn man i began to love floorball even more haha... Today we had not much visitors because of the rain but so we continued playing and we make this like a training and we played teams still but training in more passing and less running as the floor is like slippery and wet so we pass more and run less and try to score... we played like till 7 and many people wanted to stop as they were tired so left Zach,Yk,desmond,joel,jang and me who continue to play and we decided to play 3 vs 3 which make us all have to run and train our passing we train and played really fun and in the end our skills maybe improved haha... cant wait for next week and so that we could play floor ball again.... Training again!!! anyone up for floorball training! sms me or call me man! FLOORBALL!!! Hmm before i forget i owe CLEO LIM YAN YI a drink because she scored today and further more against me! oh my!! cleo see this i owe you a drink dun say i never honour my words haha but next time i will not let you score and you will not get another drink from me haha! i should not say i owe u a drink next time i should just keep to myself whahahaha! I hope i can team with you next time then more fun tag team with you very fun haha!

2007-10-24T02:02:00.000-07:00

happy,excited,miss

Today i got 3 things to say so lets start with:

1)Excited
hmm......i am excited because i going Chiang Mai on the 19th to 24th of Nov with my soccer team and there we will play with thailand people and hopefully we dun get owned by them haha but its okay the better players you challenged the better you will improve so i will go there and just try my best and play with them so that we can improve ourself and do better for the team....

2)Miss
While i going Thailand i going to miss everyone in Singapore especially my family and friends and last but not least my church mates although i cannot go for the church sports day but i know god will always be with me wherever i go and i will not forget how god changed my life whenever im in trouble.I going miss Church i guess hopefully not but i will try my best to go for church programmes and service every week without fail...

3)Happy
WHOOO....Im happy yesterday cause i had a soccer match vs a team of company which this is our 3rd meeting with them and we won once again today the score was 5 - 1 although i didnt score but i did some contribution to the team and actually we should win them 5 - 0 but the referee was rubbish with no experience and gave them a penalty when the player was offside already... so its okay as long we won them its okay! this sunday we will have match also so i going play 2 match 1 for my own church and another 1 for my outside team wish me all the best!!!!

2007-10-17T23:28:00.000-07:00

things attacked my room.....

Oh man just like few minutes ago,things which is called the lizards attacked my room 2 baby lizards attacked my room and i had no choice but to kill it as its very disturbing haha.... Then after i killed it i have nothing to do so this is what i got to say today hahaha blog tomorrow again!

2007-10-16T22:57:00.000-07:00

diao diao diao....

At last got time to blog again haha :) , didnt have the time to blog on sunday night because i was too tired after the soccer match although we lost 5 - 0 but we did our best and i got 4 shots on target out of 5 shots which our team shot lol! we will train and soon will win them.yesterday i went out with my brothers Joshua,James,Qiaosen,Engjie,Chienyeow,Mahathir and we went around starting from vivo city... we walked a while and felt bored and decided to change our place to "THE CENTRAL" Although i didnt know got such place and the shopping centre is new and when we reach there i saw my church friend called MILA she was studying as her O levels are like err.... Next week? haha so i didnt dare to go there and disturb her but just said hi and left with my friends roaming around the shopping centre.We had nothing to do as the shopping centre was like mostly girly stuff and like empty as not many shops have opened yet so we decided to go back to our old place called TOWN haha... We drop at plaza sing and went to the arcade to play KOF haha.Then slowly time pass.... we decided again to go to cine this time to play lan for just 1 hour although is kinda waste of time but we played halflife and i was the top frag wahahahaha (expected) jkjk... After that it was late we all went home and sleep......Today i ate breakfast with my clicks and then went ice skating with them.. I didnt ice skate because i supposed to have training at 5pm,so i stood there and watch all the people ice skate.Then at 4 plus it started to rain and my coach sms all of us and said training was cancel.I was like WHATTHE! because i brought all my stuff with me and then it was cancel furthermore i was like in my short pants for training and nothing to do soon i went home and did nothing...... yawn...

2007-10-14T01:07:00.000-07:00

bored,stress,excited and lastly disappointed.....

These are the feel things what i feel now...... Lets start with

1) Bored..
hmmm im bored these few days because im having holidays and people may think holiday is a joyful thing but seriously and frankly speaking i miss school,i miss my school people and lessons.I am like so bored at home mostly and going out with friends to find job and waiting for them to call me to see if they would agreed for me to work and go for an interview.

2)Stress...
Im stress because i feel that alot of things are happening and i must quickly decide which school i want to go next year as if i choose too late i may not have even a school to study at all.I really think i should do many things at a later stage of my life and start planning what should i do for GOD and for everyone who is looking for a saviour called GOD. Maybe this holiday tells me not to always go out and play play play but start searching for people to know Jesus and help to learn to grow myself to become more spritually.

3)Excited...
Can you guess why am i excited? maybe some of you and maybe some of you cannot but let me tell you.I am excited not because i won a million dollars not because i won in something and not because i have a new item which i really want but is........... TOMORROW I AM HAVING A SOCCER MATCH WITH MY CHURCH ADULT GROUP!!!! whoo. Tomorrow is "Youth Hope vs Adult Hope haha! (friendly) i really hope we could win and i could score some goals.. The result will be posted tomorrow night when i get back home.....

4)Disappointed...
Haiz... Disappointed comes again.Let me ask you if you were me and a person whom you have trusted lied to you about something which you have really trusted that person alot about what the person had told you because of that reason.Then you saw the person who lied to you about the thing at the bus stop and was disturbing how would you feel? that happened to me which i saw on friday night when i was coming home.. i was really disappointed and really the person was one of my condo neighbour's whom i really trusted.. Think about the feeling when you found out about it.....

2007-10-02T10:41:00.000-07:00

Screw screw screw.....

wah at last my science of secondary school is over! haha paper 1 was normal to me i know i can score in that but screw paper 2 man super hard! haha paper 3 bring me back to the mood wahahhaa after that i went to study at jurong libarary with some church friends and other people whom i dunno then i went home and starting eating like 2 plates of rice haha oh my! hungry me wahahhahaa i pray for a good wisdom for tomorrow's maths paper 2 and there my maths is going to end!!!!!!

2007-10-01T22:00:00.000-07:00

Exams Exams Exams....

Woah so long then i could finally write again after a long time of studying now finally i got a little time to take a break and i have to study my science already! tomorrow i have 3 science paper i better faster write and leave i hope i can pass all subjects of my N levels and get good grades i better get going and go study now! i gonna miss fairfield soon!

2007-09-17T23:33:00.000-07:00

Super Fun Day!

Today we had school again and again so boring day and further more its whole day maths! haha because my N level english and chinese is over so everything became maths because our maths was weak so stupid hahha! After that we had CC and i check my class position and i was 11 so disappointed with myself because i did not get top 10 although i really want it badly but i still never make it to top 10 this coming N levels i must prove that i can be top 10!!! After school ended , i went home change and wait for time to pass as at 7.30 we had a JUMP concert consisting of whole day of praise and worship! i was so glad of that as because worship is the best and i love god and he is the one who created me! Today's JUMP CONCERT WAS THE BEST!!

calvin :)

2007-09-16T01:55:00.000-07:00

Fabulous day!

After so many days at last i got the time to post again! yipppeee haha. Today was a great day! its my church 16 aniversary and its my classmate's birthday same day!!! today's service was super great as hope bangkok came over and did praise and worship with us and then we had a power serman which i think everyone who came today should really apply it. After the service we took some pics and after that we went to Clementi to eat supper as it was late if we dun talk the train we will not be getting home from pasir ris and i would not be here blogging already i would be now walking home from there which tomorrow morning then i reach haha! okie going to sleep now niteZ

Calvin :)

2007-08-28T10:55:00.000-07:00

Screwed!!!

Today Caregroup was fun and maybe disaster? I just dunno why suddenly everyone became talkative and not listening to teaching and stuff even worship maybe some of them were even talking? or laughing? i really feel if how much god is really meant to all those people today? But i feel God really change my life and really answers my prayer when i really need him to ear me and he is always beside me hearing and supporting me.After that we had a sherpherds meeting which only sherpherds who is able to know about the meeting and the meeting is(CONFIDENTIAL) haha. Then after that we all decided to go home and eat dinner and study as i think my N level's is next week and i really need to buck up as i just pass my freaking science by 0.9 ahhhh so failure! haha but don't worry i will try harder and get at least a A2 for Science for N levels so that i can get a better future......Will tomorrow be a better day for me? or will it be a disaster for me? Lets see tomorrow and see what happens.... Read my blog tomorrow for the details... To be Continueeddddd........

2007-08-21T23:30:00.000-07:00

halfway of prelims........

It's halfway of prelims only arhhhh stupid maths paper 1 is going fail! I didnt complete my paper man! stupid maths so hard la but i happy with my science that i could do today.Today during my science exam it was so funny,after i finish my paper i started drawing sponge bob and patrick the star fish on the cover page of my exam paper then the teacher came over and look at it and i thought she was going to scold me but in the end she laugh and wisper to me saying that i need more ART LESSON! haha omg omg! so insulting la haha joking!

After Exam at 11.40, Luke , Joshua , Zhi Hong , Lydia and Me went bukit timah to Jam as a practice for the audition at 2.45 i was so scare that i went and just sing and sing.Then i went back to school and went in the Auditorium and wait for my bands turn to play and miss ng come and told me that my band was at first playing second but slowly it shifted till fourth haha so lucky we were all so nervous at that time and we decided to gather and pray,Sooner later we had to play and we just went up the stage and just sing out our best and went down and miss ng commented us that we are not bad but she had to see our edited lyrics to see if she would allow us in or not so we are trying to edit the lyrics and show her so that we could sing for teacher's day! After a while later, Its my turn to sing my solo and own edited song once again which the title was "Never Give Up!" and miss ng said that she will consider giving my solo a chance too so i know i tried my best whether im in or not let God choose his will for me and for everyone on teacher's day!

2007-08-20T00:19:00.000-07:00

Prelims.....

This week is the worst weak for me man! Its prelims..... ahhhhh! stupid prelims faster end haha its okie i believe i study so hard and work so hard for prelims i will do my best and whenever i take the paper god will always be there beside me to help me and to support in everything i do and every answer is agreed by god too so i pray that god will be there to support me tomorrow and the following weeks! AMEN! Today no time to put the pictures that i took on saturday after church but its okie tomorrow when i have time i will put now i going back to study... tata!

2007-08-13T23:05:00.000-07:00

Hey CF1 people here are all the lastest pictures which i got in my camera those pictures not there means its not in my camera haha! Here are they.....

2007-08-13T22:19:00.000-07:00

study...mug...stress..growing white hair

So long never blog already haha sorry everyone but its not i don't want to blog but i don't have time to blog at all everytime is mug mug mug mug. mug until the word mug is in my head haha!Prelims is next week oh my! i freaking scare la so near now.I thought was another 2 weeks or so but today i realise is just next week! Today the fairfield church group did something super special and that is FASTING! hahaha all of us didnt get to eat from 6am - 5pm before we can open our big mouth to eat wahaha. so recess time lower sec have their meetings at don't know where and upper sec had their meetings at foyer haha! When we got there sadly we all can't get although we get tempted by our friends but its okay because we don't need anything but god alone.Then, we decided to play a game and i was so evil that i created this game which consist of MEAT , CHICKEN and last but not least the word RECESS! haha everyone scolded me for tempting them but haha its for fun.After the bell rang everyone went back to class and suffer for another few hours before we can open our mouth to eat haha!

School ended, i decided to go home and study to keep my brains working and not my stomach growling haha so i reached home and open my book and there the word go again mug mug mug mug mug haha! I only have time to mug at home till 4 then one of my church friend called Sandy she messaged me and told me that they are studying at KAP so it make me think quickly to pack my bag and rush to KAP to study with them awhile before i had a meeting with daniel for tomorrow's praise and worship! haha i am so honoured to do praise and worship with daniel before praise and worship is my most favourite thing i always wanted to do and after my prelims and N level my target for me is see if i am ready to join the worship ministry for church because it was my passion to sing for everyone and for my one and only saviour lord jesus christ! After working with daniel about the praise and worship alvern arrived because he had to do teaching with daniel tomorrow and therefore daniel asked alvern to help him tune his guitar as it was out of tune.When alvern was tuning the guitar string snap haha! so funny then we all was like oh man! haha then me and daniel decided to pratice this tomorrow as i end school earlier tomorrow so alvern continued talking to daniel about how is he going to teach all of us for teaching tomorrow for caregroup.Then i decided to go up to study again with Sandy , David Hoe , Mila and one of church people whom i forget the name wahaha.

Studying for another 2 hours,i decided to go home as it was tired for me already after studying the whole day and fasting so i decided to go home and take a small bite as i was a little hungry.I can't wait for tomorrow's caregroup and i am really looking forward to my prelims and caregroup tomorrow because i going to worship the lord with all my heart and all my mind!

calvin :)

2007-07-25T23:55:00.000-07:00

It makes me sad sometimes
when this happens...

Hmm.. I don't know what is happening and what is really why is this happening... Did i make the right choice to go on choosing you or is it right to let you think that i don't like you and support you... Or is it better if i speak it out to tell it to you? haiz... very confused and fustrated.... Prelims are coming and i am scare... I must study hard... those kids whom i think you are please grow up in responsiblity and maturity please... Don't small thing do this and that.. God is here for all of us and we are always there for him... Please Answer these questions and vote for the answer by tagging on my blog....

What Choice Should i make??

A)Keep it from the person?

B)Pretend to Don't like the person and supporting the person?

C)Tell the person you like the person?

D)None of the Above.

2007-07-24T00:00:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLEO LIM YAN YI !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLEO LIM YAN YI !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLEO LIM YAN YI !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLEO LIM YAN YI !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy Birthday Cleo! Youre 14 years old now! Please grow in spritually and maturally! Bring God into your life and hope you can stay happy forever and teach your new sheep about god! Wish all your Dreams come true and i will be waiting for you and seeing how many Sheeps can you get! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! (Present : ????)

2007-07-23T11:34:00.000-07:00

Church Pictures.....

Hey everyone these are the nice church pictures i took so feel free to take them if u want....

2007-07-23T10:42:00.000-07:00

Chinese Oral Tomorrow arhhh......

Yawn.. so long never post already because kinda busy preparing for prelims and final year super scare lo.... Tomorrow i am having chinese oral and my friend just told me that it is very hard and now i am super scare la i feel that i gonna fail but because of this person who told me that pray to god and wish me good luck i will try my best to do well and because her birthday is tomorrow 24/7 i will try my best and do well for her and her birthday haha! see im such a good friend.Tomorrow is her 14th birthday and so happy she grew older and not as childish as before i guess haha! i bought her a shoe and i hope she will like it and wear it haha! Cool right? Sometimes i don't understand my mind and my heart because i had a friend who was sad because of something and really she dunno if she ... or not... so haiz i feel bad and stuff also i want to help her also cause i don't wish to see her sad she sad me as a kind hearted guy also will feel sad one lo haiz... I really want to help her... But i guess she don't know how i feel ba nvm... I will wash my hands and let her decide on herself... Okay i going to chiong back to studying! PRELIMS HERE I COME!!!! PRAY TO GOD FOR TOMORROW AMEN!!!

2007-07-12T23:01:00.000-07:00

Stress , Scare , ORAL! ..........

Tomorrow is Oral i super scare man! hahaha actually i don't know what am i thinking but i hope that tomorrow will be a good day and stay calm haha! Good Night!~

2007-07-09T22:30:00.000-07:00

Same boat......

The days of prelims are coming nearer and nearer and more scary to me haiz... so many problems going through my head in circles... How i wish the person was here for me now and cheering me and supporting me in anyway he/she can .... All i really needed is he/her by my side now and studying with me haiz... But i guess he/she is with another better person then me already because they have been really really close with each other and it really left me out... We were close before but now its all faded away..... I am so stress man! I have this friend who is also facing this problem because of this other person who likes the person she likes very much and i felt really bad for her because i know that she really loves that person alot till then this 3rd party came into the picture... haiz... we are now like on the same boat.... haiz how i wish she will happy and so will i so that we can share our joy with each other and then maybe next time we could even go back to the old times sentosa and play again but i guess its all a dream to me.......

2007-07-04T11:44:00.000-07:00

High........

Today after school was great we have a fairfield talentime haha and the band was cool and the Solo singers were great too although they are diff competitions but its really very nice... My god Sister won the Solo singer competition ahaha Congrats to her! The bands really played well and i hear till i almost got damN high haha. I went to watch with my church mates and luke and james and we all were feeling happy when we heard them sing and play... After all the competition's ended its time for voting! haha and after voting me luke and james left the audi and went to walk around for a while... After that we all went home and i had to go for my Lee wei song school of music haha... I was late for 5 mins as there was a stupid jam.... After my class i went directly home because i was super hungry and i never eaten since after recess as i had to save money as my handphone bill was $352 and it was so high because i sacrificed my $$ just to call her every night and also lend my friends my phone to call their parents and stuff.. so everyday i had to eat potato chips for my recess just to pay off my bill. Haiz pity me haha... When i got home i went online i saw the guy who likes her also then i didnt bother till when i was talking to steph, steph told me that, that guy ask her to tell me to f*** off so i went to chat with him and ask him whats his problem and then he told me this...

'Luwei shit man, must get 8 A1s...? says:
She is mine la I can do anything I want with her.. I hug her cannot? I can even kiss her if i want.

WTH lol his man i so scare that girl is his... so confident its his man how? haha he looks like got bad motive and somemore he is just sec 3 hahaha!!!!! I gotta Cool down for this !

2007-07-02T23:33:00.000-07:00

Floor Ball.........

Today was so fun man firstly, i had a dance workshop thingy for fun actually but we learn some new moves and stuff then after that Desmond, Me , Qin wei , HaoYang , Lizhen , Jing wen and last but not least Isabel we met outside haoyang's condo and we head to RedHill for our Floor Ball! haha i thought we only a few of us playing floor ball but when i reached there i saw like tons and tons of people haha like having birthday party like that we total have like 7 teams and each team has 5 players and sad to say my team did not win the something called Competition but its okie we all had a great time although all of us never win... haha! There were like 40 or more people there surrounding like 1 street soccer court haha... After today, we decided to have floor ball like every week haha to destress ourself maybe.... We played so long from 4pm to 9pm suppose to play like 4pm to 7pm only but we played 2 hours longer haha! It was so fun till no one cares about the time and just continue playing.... Then at 9pm we all got so tired decided to stop playing and go to makan! awwww so hungry! haha! I was abit the angry with the auntie because i order wanton noodles and i told her i didnt want chilli but when it came i saw chilli on my plate i was like ...... Never mind...... Then when i eat 1 mouth i had to drink my sugar cane 1 time so i drink my sugar cane till i had to buy 2 sugar cane and 1 CAN of drink just to eat finish my wanton noodles with lots of chilli..... After we eat, we all decided to go home as tomorrow its a school day and we should go home early to sleep... Then when we reached Redhill mrt station we all spiltted and go our own ways to go home....... Sleepy...... Tired......

2007-07-01T00:09:00.000-07:00

My Redeemer Lives!.......

Yeh man today is a good day! Although wake up early in the morning but in the afternoon i went to church! All of us were scare that whether we made it to our target or not as today was the last day of June and is our 50 by end june target so we just act normal and all of us brought our friends and we went in service! weeee...... We had prayer meeting first and after that we did worship! thats one of the best thing....! We had also sermans which was spoken by pastor ben and after we all left the service and went to eat! While eating we went to welcome new comers to our church and we wrote down everyones name in fairfield who came today and did not count whether we hit 50 yet or not.... then we put it in a envelope and we had a CF1 meeting at istana park to view our results! When we reached istana park our Unit leader, Zach , asked who thinks that we have reached 50 raise your hands everyone in the group raise but only me wahahaha. You all may think im evil but actually im not because during service i counted there was 40+ so i didnt raise then everyone blamed me hahaha but its okie! When Zach open the envelope the results was 45 fairsians! PRAISE LORD! all of us were sad as we didnt hit our target 50 by end june but its okie because we just needed 5 more and we hit our target already! after talking a while zach bought this grape juice i think and i was honour to pop the cock wahahha! and so i pop it and finally we all get to drink wahaha! After that we went to play lan! DOTA! haha although my team lost but i manage to kill alot of people using my LION WAHAHAHA! OWNING! Then we all went home and rest...................

2007-06-25T00:00:00.000-07:00

First day of school...

Woah! so fast 1 month of holiday has pass and prelims and N levels are coming nearer and nearer ahhhh! DAmn Scare la! 8 more weeks to prelims and i have to work super hard for these 8 weeks no more slacking man! all the way! 14 weeks to holiday and i don't have to go school anymore wahahha i end school on 6 Oct haha jealous right? i knew it la as always what! hmm today school was quite fun as i can meet back all my friends and talk crap once again but once it comes to lessons i must PAY ATTENTION! haha especially MATHS AND SCIENCE my weaker subjects awwww. My Aim is to go international schools next year so i have to really work hard to get in and do well and have a good future for myself! Today i didnt know we had free period so we decided to play soccer and it was raining so we continued to play and i wore my new shoes so sad but lucky my new shoes was plastic kind wahahaha so its okie if its wet cause it will dry.While we were playing the final score was 4 - 1 and finally we won and i so happy i scored 2 goals with my new shoes haha ole ole ole ole! After School, My church group went around the school and do evexing man and thank god we found around 8 people who are interested to come our church this coming saturday! praise the lord! after that i had a great great sherpherdling by my Greatly Sherpherd while he teach me.desmond,haoyang and lastly alven haha it was a good teaching and i will always remember all the teachings! I must study hard from today and never give up in every little thing i do study,play,sing,dance,bringing people to church and last but not least LOVE haha!

2007-06-24T11:07:00.000-07:00

Good and Bad day.....

Today is a good and bad day because the good is because today its sunday and its family day! but its a bad day because tomorrow is school reopening day awwww...!!! i want 1 more month of holiday please hahaha... okie never mind go school then because i going to evex and tell people more about god man! wahahha AMEN! hmm today's a family day but yesterday i slept at 6.30am can you believe it hahaha and i woke up at 11.30 am because my family wanted to go and eat lunch for family day and then go for some shopping haha! While we shop, my father parked his car at centerpoint and then i decide that i want to drink COFFEE BEAN! haha so my parents had to go with me to pay for me wahahaha how evil i was but its okie cool! haha after that my brother decided to go RAOUL to see some clothes so we went paragon to see those shirts and stuff and suddenly my mother started saying since we are already at paragon lets go tangs and in my mind was she plan to go paragon so that we could go tangs wahahaha but i didnt said out haha keep to myself :). After my mother shopped in Tangs we decided to walk all the way back to center point just to take the car and while walking it was so freaking hot i nearly became rosted chicken man haha sweat all over and stuff haha when my family reached center point all of us were saying "AT LAST AIR-CON" haha. After that we went home and there this last day of my holiday's ended..... Reach home study and study ......... prelims is coming!!!!! ARHHHHHHHHH~

2007-06-24T00:18:00.000-07:00

Your Everything to me!.......

Today was really a good day to me as it also change my life once again.. As you all know those pass 2 days post was really sad thing for me but after today's service and praying to god about all these troubles that i had and hope that things will come easy and really forgive me on every little thing i did wrong and after i prayed finish, god spoke to me and told me that if i really love her i have to perserver on and not to give up so easy and never to pressure the person whom you really love too much as every decision has a consequences and everything i do god will always be there to supervice me! After that sentence that god told me my life totally became like someone else and the first thing came to my mind is what i did in the pass i have to forgive and forget all my enermies and don't take things for granted and everything we do seriously must start from small.Don't rush on things straight away and really take things small first and slowly progress on it.. When i was worshipping god, the songs that we sang today was really a meaningful 1 and really told me what god has spoke to me before worship started and i realise how important is it and how god really answers prayer... When i left the service hall my life totally became very happy,it was not like before i went in service. Then after service Central F had our first Pillar's meeting and its only for all sherpherds in central F i was lucky that i had my first sheep during camp and so i manage to attend this meeting too :) . The meeting also taught me many kinds of things and the title was "What we want to do?" and after this whole meeting i shared with my neighbour what i learnt and i told him that Wanting to know god don't only take one day that is saturday but its takes everyday of our life and the whole day just to know god.

After that we went to play dota! with some church mates and we had so much stress changing computers because the computers there very lousy haha! and finally we had a peaceful game and in the end the winner was Zach,Joel,Ricwan,Jem and last but not least me! hahahaha! after that we all went to PC bunk to check who was still there but finally we all went home...... Cool day!

2007-06-22T11:07:00.000-07:00

I am Very Angry and Very Sad haiz ...

Sorry i cant control myself but today was a normal for me stayed at home to study and played game with my friend for a while.I was waiting for her to come home as i think she went out to study or something as i know her o levels are coming so i should wish her all the best. Although i want to study with her but not long ago there is this guy who really love her alot came up with this rule saying that both of us cant talk to her until her o levels are over unless she talks to us but i also know that guy is comfirm more important to her then me everything she have in her mind that guy will sure know i guess she never told me anything before i don't know why but i really want to help her.I really want to study with her everyday before her o levels come although i don't like to study but i willing to study so that she can do well for her o levels.I made a bottle of sand and gave her this CD which i have compose some songs for her to maybe destress herself while she is studying and the letter i wrote every word in that letter comes deep from my heart.Now i can't talk to her or sms her or even meet her although she is just living like 2 - 3 blocks away in my condo but i think i must wish her all the best still. I love her and miss her alot i most likely wont be able to see her for like 4 months or so haiz going miss her like crazy. All i know now is i not going to give up loving her and i must not lose out to that guy even though he is smarter then me because without her = meaningless life for me because she will always be in my mind.There is this song i hear i will always remember her is Too serious, Too soon by :Gareth Gates. I will never forget her in my whole life. Loving her 1314!

2007-06-21T23:45:00.000-07:00

i feel very angry with myself and upset with myself i really sorry i didn't really cared about that person but i really didn't cared about how she feel and after i read her blog i really feel really bad and sorry... i really hope that i did not exist in this world because of me i cause her to not sleep well and being lonely and upset because of just 1 person and its me i really feel useless and hopeless i don't know if i am a 3rd party person but i hope i can spend my whole time with her and i want to make her feel that there is someone by her side whenever she needs and will not leave her in any circumstances i really hope to make her the happiest girl in this world and don't wish to see her upset or cry for anything because no matter what i wish that i will be the 1 who share her burdens with her and every problem that she is facing comes to me and not go to her.I wish to take care of her forever and never let her go in my life ever if i ever got her and i hope that i would be given a chance to show how much i love her and hope to study with her till her o levels come and make her the happiest girl she could ever think and be of. i miss her. (264352)

2007-06-19T11:55:00.000-07:00

Today is a normal day for me... whole day staying at home study study study arhhhh... Soon growing white hair already haha :). I actually Sad and Happy haha im weird.. I sad because i couldn't go for the Central Outing at Sentosa with my church mates today haiz! i really miss it but its my fault who ask me never study hard :( if i study harder i can go already i ask for it myself. Im Happy because i speak what i wanted to tell someone how i feel and it really really make me less stressful and tomorrow we're going Sentosa with her friends wahahaha! Its going to be Fun i hope! :). Although i know that i gonna be alone tmr but its okie maybe i can go and destress myself there alone haha. I really really regret not studying hard during primary 6 now this is my punishment haiz.... Now all i need it to buck up and try to pull through my results man! N levels is nothing to me im sure because i have A Mighty GOD who is always by my side supporting me and helping me whenever i need help.Everything i need is GOD! God is the one who sacrifice his life for us all the sinners we should not take him for granted but worship him at his throne! yesterday when i was reading the bible for my quiet time this verse really make me think of how important "Now if we died with Christ, we believe that we will also live with him"(Romans 6:8). This verse really touch my heart and really taught me something. God usually talks to me when i am praying for my quiet time. There are many things god talk to me about and i know he is always around me watching me and taking care of me thats how i live till now because (God Is Good + All the time and All the time + God Is Good). I just cant wait till tomorrow when we go Sentosa! Okay man i going off for quiet time again! Telling you all about the Sentosa Trip tomorrow!

2007-05-13T23:45:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone! its good to be back! haha :) sorry for the late late post because i was having exams so i had to keep studying and didn't had time to post. But It's ok i am back in posting new things and new news for all of you again wahahaha.Lets start from yesterday.
12 May 2007
Saturday i usually have church and so i really cant wait for church every week and after church ends i always wanted it to repeat over and over again.... How i wish School change into church.. Then i will go everyday even if im sick haha. Serman for good yesterday it teach us about pure heart and many things more that i didn't know about god and how it really change my whole life to like a new person. I really really did not regret coming to this church as it really change my whole life. At first i thought church was just going to church for fun go sing song and stuff but i was wrong, Church is all about knowing more about God and how much it really sacrifice for us and how much he love us. From the day i start going to this church my life totally change for example ; i hate studying and whenever i'm lazy and its church day i wont go. But now... It's totally diffrent story, i now then realise how important is studies to me and i really regret not studying earlier, As for the Church, Now no matter what happens i sick or because i had school stuff till even church starts i will still go church no matter if i am late or not. This really change my whole life and i will not regret it for my whole entire life knowing god and asking him to enter my life. Thats what i can tell you people!, What are you waiting for!? Come My church man you won't regret! This will really change your whole life!
13 May 2007
Today is a special day! I guess you all should know what day is it Right? Yes its MOTHER'S DAY! I went out for dinner with my relatives and we had great time haha.After eating dinner i went to KAP and continued studying although exams are over but Final year is not over yet... so i have to buck up and study! i studied with David Hoe , Sandy and last but not least MILA the LAMI! haha. It was really enjoyable studying with them but its tiring too :) We will be studying till end of year so those who also really serious about studying feel free to come.

2007-04-22T01:34:00.000-07:00

Church Service

Today's Church Service was great i enjoyed myself and i couldn't wait for next weeks service
again and i can't wait for church camp! WHO IS NOT EXCITED! haha.

After Church

After Church i went to meet my friends at cineleisure. We decided to eat sakae sushi! my favourite wahahaha. We started eating 10cents soft shell crab wahahaha! and many other stuff we were so full and we then went to the arcade to play and i started playing my DDR whoo what can i say? haha (No Cake).Then we went to shop around Heeren and to Plaza Sing for my friends camp stuff. While they were shopping i was actually looking for straws to make hearts,but sad i couldnt find any shops that sells there. Actually now i just wish i could just see someone who i want to see again but too bad this wish will never come true anymore.After buying all those stuff we all went home.I learn a New word today! Totally! but must pronouce diffrently haha!

2007-04-13T23:06:00.001-07:00

Today was a normal and pretty suay day for me in school.School was as per normal and everything goes well.Today was the time guys can play games but i couldn't take PE lesson because of my injured knee, but i still continued to help out in PE for the Girls NAFA test. After PE we had CPA and it was N levels coursework exam,when we started i put in my disket and realise my whole file was lost....... So i had to restart all and redo everything over and over again so pissed! Then soon recess came,we had our meals happily and then went to kick soccer for a while at the parade square.After all the lessons in school i went home and started to study for my Maths Test for Monday. This time i better pass! I cant wait for tomorrow's Church Service man! Hope to see more people appear in church! CHURCH IS SO FUN!!!!! YOU WONT REGRET IF U COME! SATURDAY 3PM to 5PM.

2007-04-08T10:36:00.000-07:00

Family day Today!

Today is family day i went to JB to cut hair whoo new hair man don't jealous.Today jc was so quiet because everyone went to watch stupid F1 car racing don't know for what also watch at home better can see the whole track but if go there only can see 1 part of the track and must pay for the entrance fee stupid right? haha.After cutting my hair i went to eat Mac! Yumy!But sad to say after i ordered my food i wanted curry sauce but........ Malaysian's Mac Donald don't have curry sauce! How sad man don't have my favourite sauce :( . After eating,I thought i could sleep in the car cause the causeway sure got jam and will jam for like 1 - 2 hours but sadly 15 mins i got out of causeway! Yippe! so i never had the chance to sleep at all awww! When i reached Singapore i went to visit my grandfather something called Shao Mu.When i reach there i saw my cousins who came to visit thier grandfather too! SO QIAO! Then we started chatting and chatting and suddenly my neighbour appeared too! Haha so qiao again! and my mother had the chance to introduce my neighbour to my auntie.After visiting my grandfather i went home,and boring times start again......

2007-04-04T22:15:00.000-07:00

Today : (Easter Service)

Who is excited about today's Easter Service? I can tell you that i am! Is the day when i can priase god once again.Today im Firstly, glad that more people came to convert themselves to God.Secondly, Who thinks worship Rocks today? (I think it rocks today!). Thirdly, today's sermon really tells me more about god once again and today's topic is "Uncompromising Love". Here is some points that i learnt today."Jesus is not into religious but he is into relationship"."Jesus answers all prayers". For those people out there who still haven ask god into your life, ask god to come into your life now. After service Central Group had Steamboat!(First outing i went out with Central!) We had a great time eating steamboat at marina south and my table was the only survivour who continued eating non-stop while the rest stop eating and started to chat.There are many people there and we are the CB2!(Fairfield people and SJI people)Here are some pictures we took today!

On Friday:(Care Group!)
Hi everyone again! Sorry for the long Post again! I was Busy these few days so i didnt have the time to post at all haha. Ok now i will start posting wahaha as you all know yesterday was Good Friday! WHOOOO!! Almost all christians have church service but specially mine doesnt have, But i had Care Group! haha. At 12pm i had Unit Caregroup ! my care group started at istana park.Wierd place isnt it? haha but no matter where is the place we still carry out our care group as per normal.Before our caregroup start we had a opening ceremony! And we continued everything as per normal.Here are some pictures we took there!

2007-03-31T00:00:00.001-07:00

News :
This Coming Saturday April 7 My Church will be Celebrating Easter!

So Please Invite all your friends to come! The more the merrier!

Venue : Cappage Plaza Time : 3 PM TO 5 PM.(JUST 2 HOURS)

You Wont Regret Coming to This Church! You will have lots of fun and know more about God!
(It will change your whole life!!!!)

SO WHAT ARE YOU WAITING

FOR???

If youre interested Call or Message me either on my handphone or msn!

Hope to see you there!

2007-03-31T00:00:00.000-07:00

YHOPE Church Service (The Day God Died) :
Today was a great day for me as i learn more about god and how has god sacrifices his life for all of us.I also sang many great songs today during church worship,today songs were great as far as i know many people enjoyed the songs too :) Fairfield caregroup today was abit bigger but not the target that we aim for.I really really hope and pray for more fairsians to come to my church and hope we can reach our target.I really love todays serman(if is like this spell).It taught me many things about god and change my life once again.There is one sentence that i inspire is "Even if you are the last person on this earth,Jesus will still die for you".God forgives everyone no matter how many things you have done wrong for eg; 1.Lying 2.Stealing 3.Killing someone 4. Doing anyone that is against the law.Guess what, Abrasion(grace),Contusion(bruise),Incision(Cut),Laceration(ragged wound),Puncture wound(Skin),Pebetration wound(flesh) who have suffered all these injuries together at the same time?You know who? Jesus Suffered all these pain for every single one of us.This shows how great is our God! Praise the Lord! I cant wait for next week is Easter!

2007-03-30T09:04:00.000-07:00

School Hours :
Today was a normal day for me.I enjoyed for day today :)
PE lesson :
Today PE for the first period,we had our own games so as usually i played soccer. Wahaha :) When we reached the basketball court we started to spilt into teams of 2.The 1st teams was : Zhi Hong,Luke,En jie,Mark and Me.The 2nd team was : Mahathir,James,Qiaosen,Oliver and Mikhail.We had so much fun during the period of time and the end of PE we had the score 1 - 1 and the scoresheets were : Zhi Hong scoring first part of the game but in the end Mahathir's team won because winner who scored the last goal which James score at the last few minutes let them won the game.It was a pity that my team didnt win.But we will try harder :)
Computer Application lesson :
I had Computer Application Part C coursework exam and we had 4 hours to finish it, 10 slides to do with animations and other stuff.It was pretty easy for me as i always love doing computer stuff.Maybe next time i help you all fix your computer if your computer is spoilt haha joking.After that we had recess and our lesson carried on........
During CCA (NCC Land) :
Today we had GOH Master parade for NCC land people.We had to pratice over and over again for like 6 over times before we could start the real master parade.We had to say the NCC pladge and finally we could start our promoting celebration.Our RSM Chua Wei Jie (Sec 5) was awarded the Best cadet award. Clap! 2 of our friends Amar and Neo Jun Wei was promoted the highest rank that we can achived in Secondary School. Clap! 12 people from Part C (Sec 3s) was promoted to the rank of Corporal and 13 of our Part B (Sec 2s) people was promoted to the rank of Lance Corporal.Finally last but not least Part D (Sec 4s) which was my part was promoted to 1st sergents and 2nd sergents. Whoo i got promoted Clap! Clap!. After the parade we have our dinner and our last parade and after that all of us went home.

2007-03-26T22:50:00.000-07:00

On the way to school :
Today was a experience that i reach school late by almost 20 over minutes. haha. I left my house at 6.15a.m. and i reached school around 7.45a.m.I was at dover at 6.40 and there was a huge jam(because of the heavy rain) that cause me to be stuck in the bus for like 20 - 30 over minutes.Lucky in the bus there was my friends, Mikhail and Joshua if not i will be bored like death and heat to death.The bus was non-air condition and it was raining heavily so everyone closed the window and it was freaking hot that i almost became chicken soup. :)
Reached School :
Finally i reach school at 7.45a.m. Luckily i wasn't book because of the rain.(lucky me) When we reached school we had to rush to our first period learning centre and it was Maths which made me climb up 4 levels. Maths ended at 8.45a.m. and after we went to our next period and that was Chinese.
Chinese Period :
We went for chinese and we watched a show that our teacher shown to us and the title was (SHA PO LANG). It was a good fighting show and a memorable show that i will always remember.It teached me many diffrent kind of ways that how friends willing to sacifices just for you.After watching the bell rang just nice.We went for our next class and so on.........
Meeting for Thursday's Interview :
After D&T Mahathir,Mikhail,Zhi Hong,Marcus,Me and many other diffrent classes we had an interview about MOE people coming to our school to interview us about our school i guess,what else can it be haha.We had to prepare ourself for this coming Thursday's interview for the MOE people about our school,eg: School Vision,What did i learn that is worth Remembering in the school and so on......After that 2.07p.m. we ended the meeting and we were release from school earlier then the rest by a few minutes ahah,and school ended.