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Prayer Meet....

Today had prayer meet with Central D shepherds and above and it was a really memorable one as Zach is finally back from his missions trip and haiz miss him so much haha! (not gay!) Yeah we started at around 7.30pm at my house function room and started our prayer meet and while praying and praying i just dun know what has happened to me but i keep asking god this :

"God tell me what have i done wrong?"
"What did i do that was not right?"
"What must i do to grow more into you and grow to be a better person?"
"God please drop me a word and tell me what must i do"


I kept praying and praying and then i ask this :

"God do you think what i am doing now is right?"
"Do you think that im fit to be a CareLeader?"
"Do you think what i have done for everyone is enough?"
"God please tell me what must i do to grow, to do to become a CareLeader?"


then i kept praying the same old thing again and again waiting for god to drop me a word....
actually is not say because i feel that i should be a careleader or what but i really hope to be one and really hope that i could impact other people's lives as my baptise name is Vicente and it means conquering and i really hope when i become a careleader i hope to conquer the whole world with people whose life is yet to be save and really touch every single persons heart..Today's prayer meet was quite sad as we prayed for one another and prayer request from each individuals and realise that actually there is many many bad things happening that actually we don't know about our caregroup members even though their our caregroup members... I just want to pray and tell god that i leaving this bad things into his hands and if i have to sacrfice one thing to god just to let my caregroup members bad incident become good i think god i would sacrifice my careleader wish if that is the only way to solve the bad incidents....

Greatest Wish : My greatest wish now to complete my schools in my unit, become a careleader, and hope all the bad memories goes away as soon as possible from me and my caregroup members!
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Photobucket - Video and Image HostingMonday, March 24, 2008;12:00 AM
What is Worship to everyone?

Thanks to everyone who read my teaching about worship and now its timeto read about what everyone thinks worship is to them!

*(Cleo) : Worship is fun (:

*(Keith) : Worship is about offering our lives to God.

*(David Hoe) : Worship is about your entire life. how we live our lives is an act of worship to God.An act of worship to God.

*(Joel Loi) : Worship is simply to me, things that we do with God in mind. meaning things that we do for God, not for our ownself's benefit yeah.

*(Maisie) : Worship is when you make use of God's gift which is your voice and gave it all to him.

*(Phoebe) : Worship is a lifestyle,it’s not just a Saturday thing.It means surrendering your whole life to God and it’s a everyday thing.When we worship,do qt or anything,we have to come with a transparent heart.Open up to God so he can help you and guide you.Therefore there is no excuse for not being able to worship God cause we’re created by him for him .he provides right? So he’ll obviously give you what you need to worship him, its up to us if we want to or not.

*(Siewluan) : I think worship is adoring god with whatever we do.

*(Qianwen) : I think worship how you relate to god in your own unique way. as in through the song that god touch you with, through your own love song to god.

*(Wei Long) : What i feel is that,worship is about bringing pleasure to God. and needs 100% concentration when worshipping. more of like,giving yourself completely to God.Therefore, so offering ourself to God is what worship is all about.

*(Alvern) : Worship is to use ourselves as temples of Gods, which simply can just mean, not manifesting in sin=D

*(Clara Lee) : Worshipping is to bring God pleasure and to praise and glorify him.Worship is also about surrender.Worship is far more than music but a lifestyle. If worship is just music than deaf and mute people cannot worship.Everything can be an act of worship when we do it for the glory and pleasure of God,Dedicate it to God and perform it with an awareness of his presence.(Romans 6:13b) "We give ourselves to him not out of fear or duty, but in love..."True worship brings God's pleasure and happens when we offer ourselves completely to God.God want all of our life. 3 main things block our total surrender to God - fear,pride and confusion. We don't realise how much God love us and we want to control our own lives and misunderstand the meaning of surrender.Surrender is not the best way to live but its the only way to live.Trust is the essential ingredient to surrender but we cant trust God till we know him better.Fear keeps us from surrendering but love casts out all fear. Amen!

*(Caleb) : Worship's a choice. When emotions run dry, when God seems far away. There's not much we can offer, but when we do give our lives solely for His cause, i guess there's no way better.

*(ZeJie) : I guess simply put, worship is the things we do that pleases God?



This is people who have read the teaching thinks what is worship.Something to say too! *(Alvern your words too chim la lol!!!!) *(Cleo think more la don't lazy lol! worship is fun so short lol!!!!) *(Clara your sentence too long la i type till want to die!) Those all read my teaching and thinks what is worship to you all please message me what is it and i will post it in with everyone else to see and learn from each others point of view!
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Photobucket - Video and Image HostingSaturday, March 22, 2008;11:03 PM
(PART 1) Jersey MIAAAAA............

This is the part 1 of my blog today hehe i dunno why I'm so hyper about blogging today but yeah.. today so sad man couldn't find my jersey still some idiot took it i think sianzzz my long time jersey which i always wear now its missing!!!! AHHH sob sob cry cry sad sad :( now i have to go make my new own jersey as i got no more jersey already so sad right? haizz.... but never mind maybe its god's fate for me to lose the jersey and god will bless me with other things haha! so yeah today i went to check again but couldn't find so i decided to go home after finding around the whole red hill floor ball court sianz :( My jersey where are you please come back to papa! haha if really cannot come back then never mind good luck in finding your new owner! LOL!!! ok now time for 2nd part!

(PART 2) Teaching (Worship)

Hmm...This may look and find it weird but today is Special because today is Easter! haha! so i decided to teach you all a teaching which i learnt from Choir Ministry today! feel glad lol! Learn!

Ok lets start so yeah lets start with :

*Part A - What is Worship?
Hmmm yeah what is Worship? anyone want to tell me what you think is worship? you can leave down a tag on my tag board and tell me what you think is worship.What i think, Worship is not about "a group of people who raise their hands and close their eyes and cry,but worship to me is not about how well you sing but knowing who you are singing to and do we really mean it or just because we love the song and the tune. yeah so this is what think worship is.... God not only give us many things but he gave us 2 great weapons can you guess what are they? let me tell you they are : "1.Worship and 2.Prayer" these are the two weapons that god has given to us. hope you learnt something in this point so lets now go into point...

*1.1 - They are created to worship God.
Yeah so you can turn your bibles to (1 Peter 2:9) and read that verse.This point is telling us that we are created to worship God therefore no one whom god created cannot worship god because god give us everything for example; mouth,hands,eyes,legs etc... so there is no excuses of we cannot worship god as is not we cannot worship god but it is whether we want to or not.Now you can read another verse that is taken from (Philippians 3:3) and read it and know more about this point.

2)Worship is a way of life
(Acts 2:46-47)
Worship is like surrendering our life to god and it is also a way of honouring god's name everywhere and anywhere.Therefore there is this sentence i think you all should remember is "Worshipping style can change but the worship object cannot change."(Acts 24:14)
Worshipping is a way of life but our life as a christian must be consistent and it shouldn't be like Monday to Friday I'm a normal person because i don't go church on these days but Saturday and Sunday I'm a christian because i go to church.This is not the way of being a spiritual christian as we must be a christian every single time and even though we die we are still forever a christian.After this 2 wonderful points now we will go into.....

*PART B - How to Worship? (Growing as a Private Worshipper)
(Revelations 3:20)
"God says that he is standing at the door and knock as if anyone hears his voice and opens the door he will come inside and eat with you."so god is always waiting beside us for us to invite him into our life to grow in him and have faith in him.Who can guess how many psalms verses did David wrote? (Answ: 73 psalms verses)

1)Marking ourself increasing present to God
We must always think of ourself less and Jesus more so that Jesus could bless us with many things and this is an example : A Cylinder which filled 100ml trash in us and if we take out 50ml of trash in there then Jesus can only go into our 50ml so if we take out 100ml of trash in us Jesus can go in all 100ml.(Jeremiah 23:24) God is always around us and he is not far away from us and he will always answer our prayers no matter how far are we and where we are god will still answer our prayers.(Luke 10:38-42).Whenever god is good to us we should always blog it or write it down on a piece of paper and paste it or put it in a place where we can always see what has god bless us in.

2)Offer ourself completely to God
(Romans 12:1)
(Mark 12:30)
Offer ourself completely to God means that we should not hesitate on like whether we should praise god or do quiet time but trust in god and put our life in his hands without any worries and just live a special life with a powerful father called God.There is this Sentence saying "God's Words are powerful but Humans Words are not powerful because "God says let there be light and there is light!" but Human say "let there be no light but the light did not disappear,"but it continued to stay there.

*PART C - What about Worship?
**Honest Worship**

1)Go with God to a broken spirit
(Psalm 51:16-17) it tells us that we must have a transparent heart towards God and be open to him.(Psalm 51:10-13) (Psalm 86:11) these verses you can read it and know more about this point..

2)Practice Worshipping
I learnt a sentence that really impact me alot and it is "Don't practice singing for worship but practice worship for singing" this also means something like "Its like we focus more on the heart in singing rather then act of singing itself. Quality of voice doesnt please god but queality of heart does." this sentence really amazed me and i think i will always remember this sentence as it is really important for everyone of us when we are practicing worship.yeah so and when we spending worship time with God we will regain our strength,therefore God is the one and only one who can change our weakness to strength. Amen? haha!

3)Know Him (God)
Lets ask this question ourself - How much do we know God? turn your bibles to (Philippians 3:10) There is also another sentence which hit me hard also and it says : "It is not about the DOING but is about the BEING" know what this sentence means? tag it in my tag board and tell me what you think this sentence means or leave me a sms if you know my number i am always free to read what you think.(Luke 10:40-42).There is always no substitute in knowing Jesus more. Some Questions for you.*(Who are you Worshipping?) and *(Why are you worshipping?)
Telling to all those people who have read this post about my teaching and if you would like to know anything about this or want to tell me what you think some of the questions that i ask you which you would like to tell me your answer please send me a sms or tag it in my tag board thanks for reading hope you learn something and hope you can apply it!
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Photobucket - Video and Image HostingFriday, March 21, 2008;10:00 PM
Good Friday!!!.....

Good friday is goooooddddddd haha! okay thats lame but yeah watever! today i had to wake up at like 9am because i had to shepherd my sheep Ks then after that at 11am that is floorball oooo im loving it. haha i met Ks at around 10:15 and started shepherding till like 11:15 and then ks was like im thursty then i was like better hurry cause 11.30 we are fasting ahhaha.From Wednesday onwards after Caregroup we have to fast for god and fast for everything and anything! haha so cool man FOR GOD! Amen haha! hmmm then i went floorball with KS and then saw Zi Jie then i saw him like wanted to run so i decided today good mood and ask him if he wanted to run then he said okay lo so yeah i put my bag then we ran from redhill to tiong baru plaza and then ran back and we managed to hit the time 12 minutes plus haha! that distance we ran was about 3.2km haha! not bad for a newbie like me after so long never run all these 2.4km and stuff haha! after that i reach back the floorball court straight away they ask me play... i was like ahhh im so tired now play and then i said "OK I LAST MAN!" they all agreed haha so i went to play then when the game started BEEP! guess what!? i took the ball from the goal poles and chiong all the way up to shoot haha! LOL! then they were like "Calvin go back la stupid last man!" haha then i said "okok!" after that i shouted "The person who score become keeper!" next mintue i pass the ball to Dennis he 1 shot GOAL! haha! then okay thank you please come to the goal poles.Then we played for like 10 mintues still no goal and dennis was like guys can you all score i don't want to stay at goal poles u all need me to score and finally Ricwan scored haha so changed and a while later dennis scored and the game ended with the score 3 - 0 waahhahaa! so tired today! i went out after floorball and like wanna die already man! anyway guess what! im so sad i just realized i left my jersey there after changing and that was like soccer jersey :( sianzzz no jersey now sad sad cry cry lol! anyway thats all for today folks so better Silents! i KILL YOU!
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Photobucket - Video and Image HostingWednesday, March 12, 2008;8:29 PM
After So long... (Sick)

Pain here Pain there..... Stupid pain in my stomach have been inside for 3 days already and today i finally went to see the doctor as i couldnt take it anymore is like stopping me from doing so many things man..... Today i suppose to have a special church service at 7pm but thanks to the rain i couldnt go and thanks to the pain i must go see doctor how shitttt can that be.... i went to the doctor like 10 minutes ago and i went in for like 5 mintues and come out after 15 minutues... Waste my whole special service just for stupid 15 minutes... ahhhhh i want my EXTENDED PRAISE AND WORSHIP!!!! i think now i going to play all the praise and worship songs to sing alone hahaha!!! hope this pain goes away ASAP!!!!
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Photobucket - Video and Image HostingMonday, March 10, 2008;11:47 PM
Study Study Study...

So sianZ lo common test on thursday then must study like maddd ahhhh not only must study tomorrow central is going for a central event in Sentosa and i cant go wah lao!!!!! but never mind tomorrow all i need is study and do well for my common test and for my future! JC ALL THE WAY MAN WAHAHHAHAHA! Tomorrow is also a Self-Declared Holiday haha but aiya still studying so yeah tomorrow maybe have to study myself because everyone gonig Sentosa and leave my alone to study so bored!Something so stupid just recently happend and is my friend whose called Daphne Goh Hui Qi is so proud that she finally killed a Lizard in her whole life haha! Guess how did she do it? She didnt even dare to touch a Lizard but you know how she killed it? She DROWNED the Lizard haha! i pity the Lizard died a terrible death haha! She think she very good but she waste like so much water just to kill a lizard haha! anyway yeah this what i gotta blog today and thats how lame my friend is wahahha!
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Photobucket - Video and Image HostingSunday, March 02, 2008;11:27 PM

(Central D)

(Central D)


(Drowned! haha New Born !)

(Whooo Water Baptism Certificate)




(Me , Desmond and Ricwan!)





(Julius , Ricwan , Me)



(Ricwan Closing his Eyes! haha! Noob!)



(The Fat SinYee haha!)



(Sin Yee was sent to Metal Hospital wahaha!)




Special Day...... Water Baptism day!!! Celebrate!
Oh yeah today is a joyful day which then good to celebrate as i just got water baptise and is like a
new self of me and i not like last time but I'm now a new person and my attitude gotta change
and my walk with god will be always continuing without fail. I went to YWCA today to water
baptise and I'm so happy that many of my unit care group mates came to support me :) ! I was
really excited for it as i could really experience this and it is really once in a life time. Today's
water baptism was only me and Julius who is from Central D and other people from other
districts and units. We then took some retarded pictures and some group photos to really
remember this day in a special way. There were only 5 people from Central who were baptise
today and they are Jessie , Bernard , Julius , Me and another guy who is called Calvin i think
we were the 5 people who baptise and really change our lives to be a better person.When we got
into the swimming pool Daniel who is the Central Leader prayed for me and really feel happy for me as i get baptise and finally went back to the hall and get ready to get the Certificate of Baptism! Praise Lord Amen! God Is So Good to me! NANANANANA! My Water Baptism Name is Vicente! hahaha
(WEI WEI WO SHI SHUI? WO DE MING JIAO VICENTE!)
(VICENTE VICENTE ALL THE WAY!)
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