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FAIRFIELDsecondary.
Monday, June 25, 2007;12:00 AM
First day of school...
Woah! so fast 1 month of holiday has pass and prelims and N levels are coming nearer and nearer ahhhh! DAmn Scare la! 8 more weeks to prelims and i have to work super hard for these 8 weeks no more slacking man! all the way! 14 weeks to holiday and i don't have to go school anymore wahahha i end school on 6 Oct haha jealous right? i knew it la as always what! hmm today school was quite fun as i can meet back all my friends and talk crap once again but once it comes to lessons i must PAY ATTENTION! haha especially MATHS AND SCIENCE my weaker subjects awwww. My Aim is to go international schools next year so i have to really work hard to get in and do well and have a good future for myself! Today i didnt know we had free period so we decided to play soccer and it was raining so we continued to play and i wore my new shoes so sad but lucky my new shoes was plastic kind wahahaha so its okie if its wet cause it will dry.While we were playing the final score was 4 - 1 and finally we won and i so happy i scored 2 goals with my new shoes haha ole ole ole ole! After School, My church group went around the school and do evexing man and thank god we found around 8 people who are interested to come our church this coming saturday! praise the lord! after that i had a great great sherpherdling by my Greatly Sherpherd while he teach me.desmond,haoyang and lastly alven haha it was a good teaching and i will always remember all the teachings! I must study hard from today and never give up in every little thing i do study,play,sing,dance,bringing people to church and last but not least LOVE haha!
Woah! so fast 1 month of holiday has pass and prelims and N levels are coming nearer and nearer ahhhh! DAmn Scare la! 8 more weeks to prelims and i have to work super hard for these 8 weeks no more slacking man! all the way! 14 weeks to holiday and i don't have to go school anymore wahahha i end school on 6 Oct haha jealous right? i knew it la as always what! hmm today school was quite fun as i can meet back all my friends and talk crap once again but once it comes to lessons i must PAY ATTENTION! haha especially MATHS AND SCIENCE my weaker subjects awwww. My Aim is to go international schools next year so i have to really work hard to get in and do well and have a good future for myself! Today i didnt know we had free period so we decided to play soccer and it was raining so we continued to play and i wore my new shoes so sad but lucky my new shoes was plastic kind wahahaha so its okie if its wet cause it will dry.While we were playing the final score was 4 - 1 and finally we won and i so happy i scored 2 goals with my new shoes haha ole ole ole ole! After School, My church group went around the school and do evexing man and thank god we found around 8 people who are interested to come our church this coming saturday! praise the lord! after that i had a great great sherpherdling by my Greatly Sherpherd while he teach me.desmond,haoyang and lastly alven haha it was a good teaching and i will always remember all the teachings! I must study hard from today and never give up in every little thing i do study,play,sing,dance,bringing people to church and last but not least LOVE haha!
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Sunday, June 24, 2007;11:07 AM
Good and Bad day.....
Today is a good and bad day because the good is because today its sunday and its family day! but its a bad day because tomorrow is school reopening day awwww...!!! i want 1 more month of holiday please hahaha... okie never mind go school then because i going to evex and tell people more about god man! wahahha AMEN! hmm today's a family day but yesterday i slept at 6.30am can you believe it hahaha and i woke up at 11.30 am because my family wanted to go and eat lunch for family day and then go for some shopping haha! While we shop, my father parked his car at centerpoint and then i decide that i want to drink COFFEE BEAN! haha so my parents had to go with me to pay for me wahahaha how evil i was but its okie cool! haha after that my brother decided to go RAOUL to see some clothes so we went paragon to see those shirts and stuff and suddenly my mother started saying since we are already at paragon lets go tangs and in my mind was she plan to go paragon so that we could go tangs wahahaha but i didnt said out haha keep to myself :). After my mother shopped in Tangs we decided to walk all the way back to center point just to take the car and while walking it was so freaking hot i nearly became rosted chicken man haha sweat all over and stuff haha when my family reached center point all of us were saying "AT LAST AIR-CON" haha. After that we went home and there this last day of my holiday's ended..... Reach home study and study ......... prelims is coming!!!!! ARHHHHHHHHH~
Today is a good and bad day because the good is because today its sunday and its family day! but its a bad day because tomorrow is school reopening day awwww...!!! i want 1 more month of holiday please hahaha... okie never mind go school then because i going to evex and tell people more about god man! wahahha AMEN! hmm today's a family day but yesterday i slept at 6.30am can you believe it hahaha and i woke up at 11.30 am because my family wanted to go and eat lunch for family day and then go for some shopping haha! While we shop, my father parked his car at centerpoint and then i decide that i want to drink COFFEE BEAN! haha so my parents had to go with me to pay for me wahahaha how evil i was but its okie cool! haha after that my brother decided to go RAOUL to see some clothes so we went paragon to see those shirts and stuff and suddenly my mother started saying since we are already at paragon lets go tangs and in my mind was she plan to go paragon so that we could go tangs wahahaha but i didnt said out haha keep to myself :). After my mother shopped in Tangs we decided to walk all the way back to center point just to take the car and while walking it was so freaking hot i nearly became rosted chicken man haha sweat all over and stuff haha when my family reached center point all of us were saying "AT LAST AIR-CON" haha. After that we went home and there this last day of my holiday's ended..... Reach home study and study ......... prelims is coming!!!!! ARHHHHHHHHH~
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;12:18 AM
Your Everything to me!.......
Today was really a good day to me as it also change my life once again.. As you all know those pass 2 days post was really sad thing for me but after today's service and praying to god about all these troubles that i had and hope that things will come easy and really forgive me on every little thing i did wrong and after i prayed finish, god spoke to me and told me that if i really love her i have to perserver on and not to give up so easy and never to pressure the person whom you really love too much as every decision has a consequences and everything i do god will always be there to supervice me! After that sentence that god told me my life totally became like someone else and the first thing came to my mind is what i did in the pass i have to forgive and forget all my enermies and don't take things for granted and everything we do seriously must start from small.Don't rush on things straight away and really take things small first and slowly progress on it.. When i was worshipping god, the songs that we sang today was really a meaningful 1 and really told me what god has spoke to me before worship started and i realise how important is it and how god really answers prayer... When i left the service hall my life totally became very happy,it was not like before i went in service. Then after service Central F had our first Pillar's meeting and its only for all sherpherds in central F i was lucky that i had my first sheep during camp and so i manage to attend this meeting too :) . The meeting also taught me many kinds of things and the title was "What we want to do?" and after this whole meeting i shared with my neighbour what i learnt and i told him that Wanting to know god don't only take one day that is saturday but its takes everyday of our life and the whole day just to know god.
After that we went to play dota! with some church mates and we had so much stress changing computers because the computers there very lousy haha! and finally we had a peaceful game and in the end the winner was Zach,Joel,Ricwan,Jem and last but not least me! hahahaha! after that we all went to PC bunk to check who was still there but finally we all went home...... Cool day!
Today was really a good day to me as it also change my life once again.. As you all know those pass 2 days post was really sad thing for me but after today's service and praying to god about all these troubles that i had and hope that things will come easy and really forgive me on every little thing i did wrong and after i prayed finish, god spoke to me and told me that if i really love her i have to perserver on and not to give up so easy and never to pressure the person whom you really love too much as every decision has a consequences and everything i do god will always be there to supervice me! After that sentence that god told me my life totally became like someone else and the first thing came to my mind is what i did in the pass i have to forgive and forget all my enermies and don't take things for granted and everything we do seriously must start from small.Don't rush on things straight away and really take things small first and slowly progress on it.. When i was worshipping god, the songs that we sang today was really a meaningful 1 and really told me what god has spoke to me before worship started and i realise how important is it and how god really answers prayer... When i left the service hall my life totally became very happy,it was not like before i went in service. Then after service Central F had our first Pillar's meeting and its only for all sherpherds in central F i was lucky that i had my first sheep during camp and so i manage to attend this meeting too :) . The meeting also taught me many kinds of things and the title was "What we want to do?" and after this whole meeting i shared with my neighbour what i learnt and i told him that Wanting to know god don't only take one day that is saturday but its takes everyday of our life and the whole day just to know god.
After that we went to play dota! with some church mates and we had so much stress changing computers because the computers there very lousy haha! and finally we had a peaceful game and in the end the winner was Zach,Joel,Ricwan,Jem and last but not least me! hahahaha! after that we all went to PC bunk to check who was still there but finally we all went home...... Cool day!
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Friday, June 22, 2007;11:07 AM
I am Very Angry and Very Sad haiz ...
Sorry i cant control myself but today was a normal for me stayed at home to study and played game with my friend for a while.I was waiting for her to come home as i think she went out to study or something as i know her o levels are coming so i should wish her all the best. Although i want to study with her but not long ago there is this guy who really love her alot came up with this rule saying that both of us cant talk to her until her o levels are over unless she talks to us but i also know that guy is comfirm more important to her then me everything she have in her mind that guy will sure know i guess she never told me anything before i don't know why but i really want to help her.I really want to study with her everyday before her o levels come although i don't like to study but i willing to study so that she can do well for her o levels.I made a bottle of sand and gave her this CD which i have compose some songs for her to maybe destress herself while she is studying and the letter i wrote every word in that letter comes deep from my heart.Now i can't talk to her or sms her or even meet her although she is just living like 2 - 3 blocks away in my condo but i think i must wish her all the best still. I love her and miss her alot i most likely wont be able to see her for like 4 months or so haiz going miss her like crazy. All i know now is i not going to give up loving her and i must not lose out to that guy even though he is smarter then me because without her = meaningless life for me because she will always be in my mind.There is this song i hear i will always remember her is Too serious, Too soon by :Gareth Gates. I will never forget her in my whole life. Loving her 1314!
Sorry i cant control myself but today was a normal for me stayed at home to study and played game with my friend for a while.I was waiting for her to come home as i think she went out to study or something as i know her o levels are coming so i should wish her all the best. Although i want to study with her but not long ago there is this guy who really love her alot came up with this rule saying that both of us cant talk to her until her o levels are over unless she talks to us but i also know that guy is comfirm more important to her then me everything she have in her mind that guy will sure know i guess she never told me anything before i don't know why but i really want to help her.I really want to study with her everyday before her o levels come although i don't like to study but i willing to study so that she can do well for her o levels.I made a bottle of sand and gave her this CD which i have compose some songs for her to maybe destress herself while she is studying and the letter i wrote every word in that letter comes deep from my heart.Now i can't talk to her or sms her or even meet her although she is just living like 2 - 3 blocks away in my condo but i think i must wish her all the best still. I love her and miss her alot i most likely wont be able to see her for like 4 months or so haiz going miss her like crazy. All i know now is i not going to give up loving her and i must not lose out to that guy even though he is smarter then me because without her = meaningless life for me because she will always be in my mind.There is this song i hear i will always remember her is Too serious, Too soon by :Gareth Gates. I will never forget her in my whole life. Loving her 1314!
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Thursday, June 21, 2007;11:45 PM
i feel very angry with myself and upset with myself i really sorry i didn't really cared about that person but i really didn't cared about how she feel and after i read her blog i really feel really bad and sorry... i really hope that i did not exist in this world because of me i cause her to not sleep well and being lonely and upset because of just 1 person and its me i really feel useless and hopeless i don't know if i am a 3rd party person but i hope i can spend my whole time with her and i want to make her feel that there is someone by her side whenever she needs and will not leave her in any circumstances i really hope to make her the happiest girl in this world and don't wish to see her upset or cry for anything because no matter what i wish that i will be the 1 who share her burdens with her and every problem that she is facing comes to me and not go to her.I wish to take care of her forever and never let her go in my life ever if i ever got her and i hope that i would be given a chance to show how much i love her and hope to study with her till her o levels come and make her the happiest girl she could ever think and be of. i miss her. (264352)
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Tuesday, June 19, 2007;11:55 AM
Today is a normal day for me... whole day staying at home study study study arhhhh... Soon growing white hair already haha :). I actually Sad and Happy haha im weird.. I sad because i couldn't go for the Central Outing at Sentosa with my church mates today haiz! i really miss it but its my fault who ask me never study hard :( if i study harder i can go already i ask for it myself. Im Happy because i speak what i wanted to tell someone how i feel and it really really make me less stressful and tomorrow we're going Sentosa with her friends wahahaha! Its going to be Fun i hope! :). Although i know that i gonna be alone tmr but its okie maybe i can go and destress myself there alone haha. I really really regret not studying hard during primary 6 now this is my punishment haiz.... Now all i need it to buck up and try to pull through my results man! N levels is nothing to me im sure because i have A Mighty GOD who is always by my side supporting me and helping me whenever i need help.Everything i need is GOD! God is the one who sacrifice his life for us all the sinners we should not take him for granted but worship him at his throne! yesterday when i was reading the bible for my quiet time this verse really make me think of how important "Now if we died with Christ, we believe that we will also live with him"(Romans 6:8). This verse really touch my heart and really taught me something. God usually talks to me when i am praying for my quiet time. There are many things god talk to me about and i know he is always around me watching me and taking care of me thats how i live till now because (God Is Good + All the time and All the time + God Is Good). I just cant wait till tomorrow when we go Sentosa! Okay man i going off for quiet time again! Telling you all about the Sentosa Trip tomorrow!
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